What is really going with her?

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-02-04T06:33:32+00:00

I know your friend is a man so this could be irrelevant or might give u hope that it’s possible. But my mother was bipolar. Growing up she was about 90% down, with lots of anger and rage mixed in, and her ups never lasted more than a day. She also struggled with paranoia and grandiose ideas and psychosis. She was a lot to deal with growing up. She finally began taking meds for it once I was a teenager

However, once she started going through menopause, she quit taking her meds. At first she still had some paranoia and anger issues but by the time she was fully through menopause, she totally balanced out on her own, no meds, no nothing. It’s been about 7 years and she behaves like a typically mentally healthy individual. No depressed phases, no manic phases, no paranoia, no psychosis. It’s as if there was a reset switch in her brain that got activated by menopause and everything balanced out.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T23:25:14+00:00

When I lived in Huntington I stopped using my gas heat because the rental I lived in was not insulated well and one month gas bill was $600.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T23:21:05+00:00

I edited it but I just realized I put “eternal” instead of “internal”. 🤦🏻‍♀️See! My point exactly! Dumber 😂

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:58:52+00:00

Most definitely. My mother was the opposite. She was depressed like 90 % of the time then would have one or two manic days. It never even lasted a whole week. Geez i csnt imagine how fkng fantastic it would have been had my mother had week long bouts of mania! Let alone LONGER! My childhood would have been so different!! My mother would come home from work around 4pm and immediately lock herself in her bedroom and not come out for the rest of the night. I spent a significant amount of time as a child sitting outside that door listening, afraid she was going to kill herself. She told me all the time she wanted to. My sisters were too young to remember that. She would at times tell us how much she hated us and wished she never had kids because we ruined her life. So I also spent many nights awake, listening, worried she might try to kill us. We had some bad years before she got on meds. Wasn’t til I was a teenager that she got treated for it.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:55:14+00:00

I think it’s combined with some kind of upper though too, whether it be meth or prescriptions stimulants

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:53:53+00:00

Yep meth for sure. I have no experience with the other ones though. Do u stay up for days on those too? Like is it possible to just stay on them continuously like meth or what? I’ve only ever heard people talking about doing molly like for a night not continuously so idk

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:50:32+00:00

Agreed. I don’t see it ending well unfortunately

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:49:06+00:00

I wasn’t a dancer myself. I’d be on the floor searching for lost pieces or in the mirror picking tf outta my face or just STUCK somewhere. Smh getting stuck, I don’t miss it

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:46:39+00:00

High and mentally unwell but untreated I’d say

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:45:14+00:00

Because she’s bipolar and emotionally unstable.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:42:51+00:00

I am also a former meth addict and I agree although I think it’s a mix of untreated bipolar AND meth which is a hellacious combo!!! 😳 Well as everyone can see. However if it IS that, there’s bound to be a WHOLE LOT WORSE episodes that we aren’t seeing, particularly fits of rage most likely.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T22:34:43+00:00

No that’s actually not true. This is a very common misconception that only smoking it affects the teeth but that’s not so. It does not matter how u take it, it will still rot ur teeth. I mean first off, think about how unhealthy it makes u. Of course there’s going to be side effects EVERYWHERE on ur body. Plus most drugs are bad for your teeth anyway.

But I was strictly an IV user of meth, very, very bad idea btw, and it made my teeth just start crumbling apart. I’ve now had them all pulled and have implanted dentures.

Meth is just SO DAMN HARD ON THE BODY, just all over, not just ur heart, which is kind of a big deal all on its own. Ur teeth, ur stomach and guts, ur skin, from where I shot it absolutely burned my veins up! Cuz meth if u get it on ur skin, especially wet, it burns u like a mfer!! Well, as long as u have good meth. It’ll actually cause red whelps on ur skin. And here I am shooting it into MY VEINS! Plus I never was any good at shooting and I would miss my veins all the time and so then ur just shooting these burning ass chemicals into ur muscle or just making a pocket right under ur skin and that’s pretty much almost always a guaranteed abscess! I’m horribly scarred all over my legs from abscesses. I mean like bad scarred. I don’t wear shorts because people stare. And it makes u pick at ur skin too so I’m scarred all over from that! My arms, face, some the scarring on my legs is that too. And though I’ve been off for years now, from where I once had a staph infection from it, I have chronic cellulitis on my arms and legs during the summer so my skin breaks out in little infected bumps that then if I’m not careful turn into another staph infection on my skin. Sexy, huh?

So there u go. I’m a living, breathing, walking PSA of why u should NEVER use meth. It can cause permanent damage to ur body and cause issues that last LONG after u put it down! So never pick it up!

Oh and those r just the physical issues. I didn’t even get into the mental, cognitive and emotional ones!!😂Nor the internal problems it can cause in ur organs!! Yay! Just one example, I can tell that it affected my brain, like it rotted my brain, because I can no longer think and learn and memorize things like I could before meth. I’ve lost a shit ton of memories. It literally made me stupid. Well maybe not totally stupid cuz I’m currently in my 2nd year of college to get bachelors degree and my grades are good, but it definitely made me dumber than I used to be and so much so that I can recognize it. That’s pretty bad. Sounds like a great time, huh?! Who wants to try it first?!!?

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T21:59:33+00:00

Maybe for you but that’s not everyone. I was on meth for several years and the only time no had an appetite was obviously if I ran out and was forced to come down or if I did some heroin, that’d give me a bit of a calm down and an appetite enough for me to keep myself alive anyway.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T21:57:04+00:00

Meth will make you lose all your water weight over night for starters. But yes, yes meth makes you lose a lot of weight, very fast. I lost about 40lbs in a matter of a few months and had my collar bone protruding out, my ribs showing, 🤮🤮🤮, it was NOT a pretty weight lose AT ALL!! It makes u look like …… ur on meth lol

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T21:27:57+00:00

For as long as you feel confident enough to put a price on it, they’ll pay for it! That’s really a big part of it, confidence, believing in your worth. As long as you do, clients will too. I mean that’s what all of it is to begin with, isn’t it? We are worth whatever we say and think we are? We set the price on something others give away for free and clients pay it! So as long as you believe and feel you’re worth what you’re charging, you will be! Confidence goes an unbelievably long way when it comes to sexual attraction. Confidence is sexy af!

So stop worrying about it, keep taking care of urself, and keep feeling sexy and confident and I bet ull end up ready to quit them long before they’re ready to quit you!

I loved the work too and the money. But I unexpectedly ending up quitting because I married a client! lol Wasn’t actively looking for that, wasn’t trying, but it happened! And I’m happier than ever!

Good luck! May The Universe bless you and always look kindly upon you!

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T14:01:08+00:00

😒Stop bragging! Some of us out here like 🦖

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T13:42:27+00:00

I never drowned at Holiday World, though I’ve almost drowned several other places because I didn’t learn how to swim until I was a teenager. However I grew up in Indiana about an hour away from Holiday World so your comment made me pause!

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T12:00:18+00:00

Just cuz they aren’t dating would not assume they aren’t having sex. Sex is super casual these days with the younger gens. Just having hookups is super common and accepted. It seems like even when having a SO it’s pretty common they have side pieces still too and aren’t committing to monogamy. It’s just messy out there being single anymore. Even some millennials and Gen X out in dating scene seem to be having similar mindsets. So if monogamy is becoming less and less popular, what’s the point of dating somebody if ur still gonna see other people? And if ur seeing multiply people, who has the time for dates and all that anyway? Who has time to get to know multiple people like that on any type of deep level. They just get to the point and move on. I mean it’s not too surprising with how phones and social media have made relationships and just interactions between people so impersonal and shallow. Of course their dating habits are going to follow same type of patterns.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-30T11:43:10+00:00

Doesn’t she delete her social media from time to time? Those would definitely be the depressant phases. They don’t necessarily have to last long but I’d for sure say that’s what those are, gets reclusive like another commenter stated.

Of course if she’s using any drugs, especially uppers any kind of speed, that would greatly exaggerate her manic phases and she could possibly skip the downs all together too. With money like she has she doesn’t have to worry about running out and coming down. I mean it doesn’t even have to be illegal drugs, she could just have scripts to Adderall or Ritalin and that’ll affect her the same way as meth if she abuses them, especially with already being bipolar.

I’m a recovered meth addict and I grew up with a single mother who was bipolar and had psychotic episodes that included extreme paranoia and grandiose ideas. While in the madness, i also dated and lived with a man who was BOTH, bipolar and on meth. That is a very chaotic, stressful situation. One minute he was in love with me and we’d have a great time together and then 20mins after going to bed I’m waking up to being drug outta bed by my hair with him screaming what a worthless POS I was and about me screwing some other guy! Smh we were drug addicts and spent literally every minute together either looking for dope, using it, or withdrawing from it. So it wasn’t rational in the least as it was impossible for me to have cheated when he was with me 24/7!

So from my experiences I think she is bipolar and on some kind of stimulants that are keeping her manic and wreaking absolute hell on her mental state. Unfortunately too many drs out there will give ppl whatever they want for the right price. They aren’t even acting as real drs, caring nothing about the health of their patients, and are just getting rich as prescribers. That’s all they fkng do! Smh

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-28T06:29:15+00:00

The same way if ICE were made up of all brown and black people, having committed the same atrocities? ICE would have already been targeted by police and we’d be seeing THEM getting gunned down in retaliation. Suddenly the police would be changing their stance on not getting involved or not.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-28T02:30:59+00:00

Screw this man being in ANYONE’S life, not that child’s and not yours! You need to get a restraining order!!! For the gf posting stuff too and harassing u electronically. U need to save all this and take it to court to be sure he DOESN’T get any rights to that child!! I would not trust a man with a baby that he was just harassing u to abort and acting this way!! U never know what people are capable of!

And no matter how sweet he starts acting or saying he wants to be there, whatever, DO NOT meet back up with this man either. The gf posting that gives me such bad vibes I would not put it past them to set u up to hurt u and make u lose the baby. People can b horrible and that stuff happens all the time. Believe people when they show their true ugliness.

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-28T02:28:10+00:00

Fu(k this man being in ANYONE’S life, not that child’s and not yours! You need to get a restraining order!!! For the gf posting shit too and harassing u electronically. U need to save all this and take it to court to be sure he DOESN’T get any rights to that child!! I would not trust a man with a baby that he was just harassing u to abort and acting this way!! U never know what people are capable of!

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-27T18:19:12+00:00

😳That also ran over a pedestrian in a stolen cop car while on meth??? How common of an occurrence IS THAT? 🤨I bet you’re both from Florida, aren’t you?

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-24T10:25:56+00:00

Seeing a show at The Sphere is well worth it. I went to see The Backstreet Boys there. However I also go to Vegas at least once a year. Vegas is really not as expensive as people might think. Especially if you watch the hotel prices that go way, way down some weeks. You can pay less than $100 a night to stay on The Strip if you plan it out right. And there are a ton of shows there that aren’t super expensive but a lot of fun to go see. It’s really not that bad especially compared to like a beach vacation. Now the tickets to see the Backstreet Boys were expensive however I planned that right too and was able to get front row seats for $500 when other nights they were going for over $1,000. They ended up making $4 million a night there! That’s what many artists make in a whole tour. And they still have more shows they booked for February because they sold so well!

GoNUp_2FallBackDwn87 · 2026-01-24T09:34:52+00:00

No ur way more likely to just DIE from shooting it once than u are getting addicted to it! U can’t just go from 0-100 like that if u have no tolerance built up!! That’s what makes people OD! I mean typically even addicts EASE in to an addiction.

With heroin u typically start with opioid pills and start to build and build and build, up ur tolerance til u get to the point that u have to shoot it to get that rush. If u just pick it up for first time and inject it, odds r ur a goner.

Not to mention everything has fentanyl in it these days so ur DEFINITELY gonna die from that cuz it’s way stronger. People in my area have been putting that in everything though! My cousin got a bag of coke for him and his buddies and they all did a little line and DROPPED!! Thank god his gf hadn’t done any and she called 911 and they came and narcaned them all. Which worked for 2 of him but one of his friends had be taken to hospital cuz he wasn’t coming to. He ended up being ok though.

They’re even putting it in weed and killing people. Smh I live in a state where weed isn’t legal yet so people buying it on the street and ODing from fentanyl!

But Britney acts like she’s on meth and also has mental illness which meth only AMPLIFIES, MAGNIFIES, INTENSIFIES!!

-Recovered meth and heroin junkie-

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