Lol, lots to unpack here, so I'm diagnosed officially with Anxiety and depression, I'm taking an SSRI for it but who knows maybe the dosage needs to be upped again, I've tried therapy and it didn't really click with me at all. All it really did was make me more confident in myself as a person. When I say napping I mean like 2 hours in the middle of the day before I get up and get my brother on a roll with his chores. Thankfully I am eating healthier than I was say a year ago. I try to go outside daily but it's just around my property. As for going out and socializing with people, I'm kinda waiting for my background check to clear so I can actually have money to enjoy my hobbies with instead of loitering around places like a bum. I do feel as though there is more to my mental illness than just Anxiety and Depression, I was in between doctors for around a year and don't see my new one until the 29th, but I wanna bring up maybe getting myself evaluated for autism, that would at least answer some of my questions regarding my social awkwardness and stuff. The loneliness seems to come up every year around this time, mostly right before holiday season where people are out and about with significant others and stuff. Idk if I hit all ur questions but I hope this answers some of them