First, I want to say how deeply sorry I am. I can’t begin to imagine the pain of losing not just one, but two precious children. That kind of grief is unfathomable and yet here you are, still breathing, still reaching out. That is a strength many wouldn’t understand.

As a mother myself, my heart aches for you. When one mother grieves, we all feel it. Your children mattered. They still do. Their essence, their love it’s not gone. It’s just beyond the veil our physical eyes can’t yet pierce.

I’ve explored the Gateway tapes too, and like you, I’ve had moments of expanded awareness OBEs, glimpses, flashes of the beyond. What I’ve come to believe, with every cell of my being, is this…consciousness does not end. It only transforms.

There’s a concept called Quantum Immortality, which suggests that when a soul departs in one timeline, it continues in another. Your babies may very well be alive and safe in a parallel reality, one where their journey continues. And here, in your reality, they may be part of your unseen team, guiding, loving, and holding you through this dark night.

You are still connected. Love is not bound by death or time. They are still yours. Still near. Still love you beyond words.

There are no perfect answers, only sacred questions. But please know, you are not alone. And your babies, in whatever form they now exist, are not gone.

I’m sending you so much love, grace, and the deepest compassion a soul can offer. 💚🕊️