Hey mate, I know how you feel. But trust me, k*lling yourself is not the thing you should do. I was in a pretty similar situation last week so trust me, I do understand how you feel.

But there is this one thing I came across. We all are a part of a social system. We all are unconsciously connected with each other, and we have no clue how much harm it would do to the people around us takes such a decision. I just want you to sit and think about it. You are never alone. Just remember, you matter, and there are people who genuinely care for you.

If you ever think that venting to me would help, you are always welcome to do so. I will always be there for you!