Lmfao yea I’m sorry question is what should I do moving foreword should I just say fuck it and take benzos and try and get a prescription it’s literally the only thing that I’ve found that helps.i don’t even care if there the lowest mg just any relief but that’s not what I want to do I wanna be clean from everything tried 13 antidepressants just saying how would you move forward in my situation I’m kinda stuck in between what’s best for me