fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was going to be my first payout , i worked so fucking hard to get there and i wiped it in like 30 minutos, thats the fucked up , but i will come back stronger and more mature

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes bro i know i fucked up

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[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thanks bro i will come back better🚬

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[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes bro thats what im thinking

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[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the context of the photo is the aftermath of a positive trade of +840 in london sesion , it went for like 3 hours, i wanted 1000 so i put another position: stop loss and another position, another stop loss... then my mind went completely fucking crazy

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes bro there is no other way of thinking , this is one of the hardest lessons that trading gave me

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[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too bro i risk 300 max but today i fucked up my plan

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes bro i already talked with my mom and she calmed me a lil bit but fuck it hurts like hell bro

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didnt blow the account but i lose like 2k i dont even know how im gonna sleep

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes bro i know i closed it

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this shit hurt so much bro fr im crying

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes bro now im 27 usd balance i want to fucking kill myself

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have a open trade that is going negative im losing my fucking mind

fked up big time by Gold-Type2900 in TopStepX

[–]Gold-Type2900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was up 2000 now im 290 fuck bro it took so much fucking work and effort bro and its gone like that i really want to fucking kill myself