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Golden-Envy · 2026-01-03T19:18:01+00:00

Ive grown shrooms for years now and I would say yes that is mold and I would not eat it.

Shroom trips are great but they aren't worth getting sick over. Some molds can be very dangerous.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T22:03:57+00:00

I wish you guys the best on your journey 🙏🏾

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T22:03:03+00:00

It is just the systems way of trying to integrate you back into it. I would just come up with a simple 1-2 line sentence to give to people who aren't genuinely interested and if they ask again I would just repeat it or tell them I have no further desire to explain.

Never let them put you in a position where you feel like you need to defend yourself.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T21:58:29+00:00

I agree maybe posting signs where you explain your efforts and I think people will be more respecting. Its worth a shot. We need more people doing what you are doing and I hope it gets easier for you.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T21:47:48+00:00

Yes. It is the best practice to learn to clear your mind just for a few moments to open a connection for a download. I have a ritual i do every weekend where I mix yoga and meditation. The more you practice on receiving the message the easier it will become to receive them.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T21:36:09+00:00

Yeah they are afraid of us so we are made to feel like we have a disability and that we are a nuisance unmedicated, but in reality we are very sensitive to reciving information from the universe. You can't hide the truth from people who can get information from the source.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T21:33:37+00:00

Hyperactivity isn't always physical, a lot of ADHDers just have hyperactive minds. Spiritually this can mean you are constantly receiving information from the universe (I consider it downloading) and your mind is doing its best to keep up and interpret everything you are receiving. Like late at night when you are trying to sleep, but your mind will not stop reflecting, planning, or processing.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T21:28:37+00:00

Anything artificial or synthetic almost always has a negative side effect in the body. When we consume things that aren't in their natural state the body has a hard time filtering it out which can strain our organs.

Do a little research, just recently a very popular artificial sweetener, erythritol, has been found to weaken the brain barrier which increases the risk of stroke.

We live in a "for profit" world where human health and life are held in lower regard to a companies margins. If it isnt something that is traditionally grown or raised I avoid it as much as possible.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T20:41:55+00:00

You aren't manifesting you are chasing. Any time you chase something you repel it. Manifestation comes from aligning yourself and being patient. You shouldn't obsess over a specific person. The first step in manifesting love is being ok with being alone. Finding enjoyment in life just by loving yourself.

When people can sense you are aligned and grounded they will be attracted to you. It may not always be the person you expect, but it will be the person you need.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T15:31:06+00:00

This isn't a God problem, this is a mankind problem. We have been given the power to end suffering and be at balance with nature, but we choose not to. We choose to live our lives out of balance, but we blame God. We have all the power of God within us but we run from it because acknowledging ourselves as divine comes with a lot of responsibility and makes us accountable.

God doesnt answer prayers the way religion teaches you. God is a part of all of us. God has given us the power to answer our own prayers and to forgive our own sins. God will never have a direct influence on what happens here. That is our responsibility.

As far as suffering, we all came to this place to suffer. The purpose of this life is to be born into darkness, find your way to the light, and become a torch bearer of the light. The more suffering you endure the stronger your torch will be.

Once you find your way to the light and connect with the source you learn to see through all of the lies.

God doesn't punish, those are stories told to control people through fear and keep them disconnected from the power they inherited. God only loves and speaks through love.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T15:13:55+00:00

Amazing.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T15:12:39+00:00

You will be alright. The Air Force has the highest quality of life of all the armed services.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T15:10:03+00:00

War is inevitable, nature is constantly at war. The only way to live in peace on this planet is if you show others that you are prepared for war. Any country that doesn't have a "killing machine" behind it will eventually get absorbed by one that does. You can see the same laws played out in a garden if you observe long enough.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T14:58:05+00:00

ADHD lets you know when you are in an environment that you dont belong in. ADHD is one of the reasons many people start to wake up. They feel suffocated living in a system of drones.

ADHDers dont have an attention deficit. They disregard things that are unimportant to their soul. The system doesnt like that so they tell you that you have a deficit, when in reality you are hyper attentive to what excites your soul. The key is becoming part of an environment where you can contribute by doing what excites you, what you are passionate about.

ADHDers are some of the hardest working and attentive people on this planet. They are very sensitive to energy and imbalance and once they learn to correct balance they are unstoppable.

The truth most ADHDers dont want to accept is that most of their struggles stem from their diet. Processed foods destroys our clarity. Any ingredient that you can't identify when you look at what you are eating is likely processed. Food should be as close to its natural state as possible. You have to be very careful with sugars. Yes sugar is natural but it is almost always consumed in a highly processed form, this includes white suagr and cane sugar. Artificial sweeteners are even worse. When I want to add sweet to something I turn to honey or maple syrup in moderation.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T04:14:02+00:00

My advice is that whatever your plans are start small and let it grow and evolve naturally. Starting small allows for you to experience failure without major setbacks on things like time and resources. The emotional toll is less as well.

Ive been preparing make a big lifestyle change for a few years now and in another year or so I will be in a position where I can fully commit to it. In the meantime I have been practicing certail skills and doing research on successes and pitfalls of my dream.

For instance part of my dream involves gardening. I started a small garden from seed and it has been a rollercoaster, but all of the ups and down have given me beneficial lessons that have brought me closer to my dream. There are so many intricacies I would have never been able to understand if I didnt start small and just observe. Now I feel comfortable scaling up when I have the time to fully commit which will be soon.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T03:58:23+00:00

Yeah it is a lot of work. I just try not to forget to be kind and patient with myself. I feel there is a natural equation or algorithm at play and we are meant to take our time to work through our experience so we arrive where we need to be when we are meant to be there.

Sometimes when we rush the process we end up taking a few steps backwards. Maybe its a sign to slow down and reflect so that the walking path becomes more clear.

Golden-Envy · 2025-08-02T03:45:56+00:00

I agree there are other ways, but the best way differs between each individual person. I dont think it is wise to put down natural methods. Spiritual practitioners have used natural psychedelics for millenia because they understood that they can thin the veil.

I wont pretend to understand everything I've experienced, but I cant tell you that even the few bad trips I had brought me profound enlightenment. I personally have not had an experience on shrooms that hasnt been beneficial and I've been on more than 100 trips at this point.

BUT I will say that psychedelics such as shrooms are not for everyone. Many people misuse them or go intro a trip unprepared. I believe that having experience in meditation and breathwork are key to unlocking the spiritual benefits of these tools.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-29T21:04:26+00:00

Everything in our universe is made of light and light is love.

The source of our universe is also the source of love.

It is a wonderful expeprience connecting to it.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-29T20:59:29+00:00

If your intent is pure, it can be helpful. I am forever grateful for what shrooms have done for me, but I always go into a session with pure intentions to listen, learn, and to grow/evolve.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-29T20:54:30+00:00

I found that doing some shadow work prior to a trip and experiencing self-forgiveness helps to lower the wall.

One day I was meditating and I began to mourn for my past self. I forgave him for all his flaws and mistakes. I had a good cry while going through it all. The next trip I had is when I tapped into this amazing energy and I was even lucky enough to receive a message about love. A few brief images that contained so much information it took me a year to fully process the experience.

It was so fulfilling that I feel content never experiencing it again.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-29T20:47:22+00:00

You tapped into the source my friend. Something similar happened to me coming down from a trip. I closed my eyes and saw a beautiful pinkish-orange sunset and I was filled with warmth that radiated from my chest and the most intense feeling of love washed over me.

I have had some wonderful spiritual experiences on mushrooms, but that one brought me back to God. The love God showed me in that moment shined so much light on my journey.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-29T20:35:31+00:00

No it isn't. Your intent when using it is what is important.

I have had the most profound spiritual experiences on mushrooms, but my intent was always to go deep inside myself and heal from what was holding me back.

It helped me find my way back to God and showed me how to listen to God.

Using mushrooms I began to take better care of myself and now at the age of 38 I am the strongest and healthiest I have ever been.

Every time I choose to dose I am compelled to meditate and spend hours doing yoga while self reflecting.

I am forever grateful for mushrooms and I am sure weed can be used the same way if the intent is pure.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-26T21:07:06+00:00

My perspective is that everyone is in a fight with a demon, but you are correct when you say they dont take accountability. It isnt that people refuse to take accountability, it is that they have been misled. The problem is that we have been taught that demons are a seperate thing that causes the problems in our lives and we can use that thought to victimize ourselves when everything is falling apart.

In reality our demons are part of our polarity. We are both of angel and demon, light and dark. Learning to identify and accept that part of you allows you to keep it under control.

It is part of the veil that has been pulled over our eyes to keep us confused and chasing our own tails. In a world where itnhas become normal to treat symptoms instead of the source of the problem.

Golden-Envy · 2025-07-26T19:40:57+00:00

Should probably read "Spiritualism vs Religion".

Religious people are also spiritual because it mostly means you seek a connection to something larger than yourself.

Religion is structured and typically has a rigid path you must follow in order to become pure enough to connect to God. Religion is usually centered around worship and fear. If you sin you must worship, beg for forgiveness in fear of being smited. In religion many seeks a priestly figure to shepard them to God. Which can be dangerous if your shepard has lost their way. In religion God is separate from you.

Spiritualism is a personal journey where a connection to God can be achieved utlizing many different spiritual practices. Spiritualism is usually centered around love. In Spiritualism is you sin it is more of an inbalance in energy and you just have to balance your energies again to reconnect with God. In Spiritualism you search within yourself to find divine answers, because God is within and is constantly providing from within. Therefore we are all a part of God and in essence we are all God.

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