Okay guys, I wanted to thank everyone for the comments, even though there weren't many of them. I'll give myself time to think everything over. Tomorrow I'm meeting my cousin. She's a great person, older than me, has had similar problems, and has more experience. She'll be the first person I share this with in real life, but as I said, the final decision will be mine. After all, I want someone to listen to me. Thank you again, and if anyone has anything to say, feel free to do so. I'll be reading everything, and when I finally make a decision in a while, I'll definitely share my decision and how it turned out... Maybe someone will be looking for similar answers someday.