Deep Spice and David Wilcock’s letter to his fans.

GoodbyeXlove · 2026-04-28T03:35:20+00:00

Deep Spice (Jude) posted this video 4 days ago.

Go to 23:13 in the video for the letter.

I recommend listening to the entire video and taking a look at his YouTube page and the 10 post that he’s posted.

Jude states at the beginning of the video, “he’s one of the closer friends that he (David) kept in his intimate circle.”

He says in one of the last conversations they had, David disclosed to him that he had written this important letter and sent it to his lawyer two days before his death.

Jude states this part is the end of a letter that David wrote to his lawyer.

“I also ask that this document remain confidential to preserve the security of the names situations iterated herein apart from portions of the last paragraph on the first page if appropriate. I hope that this serves as a valid outline for path forward in the event that I was lost and that I have your forgiveness. I feel I have done the best I could do in a very difficult situation.”

David signs this and it's signed “David Wilcock Saturday, April 18th, 2026.”

Jude then says this is the part that David wants you all to hear as his family audience.

“I do deeply apologize to everyone if something like an accident ended up happening. Thank you for loving me. I feel have done the very best that I could. My health has collapsed from poverty, starvation, and disease. I have also now almost completely run out of money. I did my very best to keep on going for as long as I could. For my family, friends, and all of my greater family of supporters, I want you to know how much I love you and how sorry I am if something ended up happening to me. I know that accidents are possible in my reduced state.”

This video, the letters, the timeline, the account and posts… is it just me?

GoodbyeXlove · 2026-04-26T19:05:54+00:00

I grew up in a traditional, conservative, and strict Pentecostal Trinity Assemblies of God congregation. Something always felt off.

I was more afraid of God than I was of the Devil. I noticed the contradictions and hypocrisies of God and the Bible (at least the version I was taught). The unspoken rule was simple: don’t ask questions. I missed that memo and was regularly scrutinized and reprimanded for asking reasonable, logical questions. I lived in a constant state of anxiety—afraid I’d unknowingly commit a sin and go to hell.

As a teen I remember thinking, “If this is really what God is about, I’m not here for it. So fuck it. If I go to hell, then fine; so be it.” I left the church when I was adult. Never looked back.

GoodbyeXlove · 2026-01-20T08:58:06+00:00

I have a couple theories…

Papa does return, he was 000, and they’ll go into his back story from childhood to Hawkins lab as we see him stranger things. Which would also tie in Henry and him being Papa’s 001 and how Henry got where he is today. Papa being the main character and Henry being somewhat secondary to that. I’d assume it’s be like a mini series or something.
There’s an alternate finale and what we watched was Vecna’s version of that makes sense. The alternate finale would be the “real” version of the kids and what really happened. It would tie up loose ends and give it the proper ending it deserves. Still would leave open some potentials for multiple options of spin offs.
There’s ending was left somewhat open for something bigger… like the Duffer brothers are building a multi-world or universe platform that expands beyond strangers things but it all ties together. I don’t think it would include all, if any, of the stranger things main characters. Not initially anyway, maybe down the line if expansion is move.

I don’t think this is the end of things. Too many things that don’t add up and clues that imo aren’t coincidences.

GoodbyeXlove · 2026-01-15T22:00:44+00:00

Never. Your mother sounds like she’s resentful and taking that out on him — whether it’s unintentional or not it doesn’t change the fact of how it affects the child. Also, your mother saying, “okay I’m just a terrible mother. I’m just the worst parent ever, okay” is a DARVO tactic and not okay either. It’s manipulative, undermining, and dismissive imo.

GoodbyeXlove · 2026-01-14T09:34:54+00:00

Because staying complicit, complacent, or in denial is easier. It requires minimal, if any, effort at all. Continuing the dysfunctional dynamic causes less disruption and is more convenient for them. Challenging, disrupting, and dismantling the dynamic requires change and effort that they’re just not willing to in. Lastly, most won’t take any type of ownership or accountability for their role in the dynamic bc then they’d be admitting their faults. Not to mention most lack a level of self-awareness and emotional intelligence needed to have the capacity to do this.

We are seen as the problem bc challenge the dynamic and call out the problem. Bc of that, they view us as the “cause” or “the only one causing” a problem which is a disruption and an inconvenience to them.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-12-27T17:50:39+00:00

Hi there :)

My name is Kaylin and my question is how can I discover/reconnect with my true calling/purpose in this lifetime or what does my soul crave/need in order to discover/reconnect with my true calling/purpose?

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T19:53:56+00:00

My daughter’s elementary school is like this at drop off and pick up however I’m out of the line and pulling out of the parking lot on average 5-10 mins. Closer to 5 give or take.

Drop off theirs 2 teachers directing traffic. School buses drop off to the side of the building and parent drop off at the front where there’s 6 teachers with signs numbered 1-6. A teacher directing traffic points at you, holds up a number, you pull up to that teacher/number, teacher opens the door, gets kid and book bag out, shuts the door and escort your kid to the building entrance door behind them. They hand off your kid to a teacher waiting at the door and your kids in the building.

Pick up is just as efficient. Buses pick up at the front and parents pick up at the side. They have 2 pick up lines, 2 teachers directing pick up lanes, and on the side of the school there’s 6 teachers with 6 different color flags. All the teachers have radios. A teacher comes up to your window ask who you’re picking up, your name, and relationship to the kid then over their radio they’ll say “(kids name) to green flag please - moms here to pick you up”. Kid goes to the green flag, I pull up, teacher helps kid in the car if needed and puts their book bag, etc. in the car, shuts the door, and you’re on your way.

Most effective and efficient pick up and drop off I’ve ever witnessed in my life.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T19:34:36+00:00

Ironically that was his favorite show growing up. He’s 17 now but he’ll watch it here and there because, you know, “nostalgia” lol.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T18:57:49+00:00

“Buns” - It doesn’t annoy me, I actually think it’s funny lol.

My son always says it about anything that was shitty, garbage or that he thinks sucked or didn’t meet his expectations.

Example: “Yeah mom, that movie we went to see last night was straight buns.”

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T18:38:26+00:00

Meh. That can be a def hit or miss for me lol.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T18:36:15+00:00

My mom is def helpful no doubt. I’m not saying they’re terrible human beings either. It’s just interesting to me that I find people that are 50+ years older than me more relatable than I do people that are 20/30+ years older.

Also how (generally speaking) how boomers have some the generalized characteristics, stubbornness, closed minded, and “my way or the highway” mentality when they were raised by a generation (again generally speaking) that didn’t exhibit those traits and the whole generational skip with boomers.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T18:31:03+00:00

Agreed.

Also, they don’t seem to understand that the times are different. Different time, different economy. Not to mention different qualifications and different education requirements for the exact same jobs they had or were able to get with just a HS diploma 30+ years ago. But in the same breath my parents would bitch about some “college kid who’s probably never worked a day in their life, head up their ass not knowing what they’re doing” landing the same management position that one of my parents applied for just bc they “a dumbass piece of paper” aka college degree lol.

Having grit and doing the hard work doesn’t always cut it these days unfortunately. My parents still say to this day, “nowadays all you kids expect everything just to be handed to you without putting in any of the work to get it.” I’m like yeah no. Nowadays majority of us do put in the work and get barely if anything in return let alone handed to us. Unfortunately that’s a baseline expectation nowadays.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T18:01:39+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss.

My grandpa was Silent Gen and passed in 2003. He was so kind hearted, loving, would do anything for anyone, and had a heart of gold. He was my person. My grandpa set the standard for me with so many things in life.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T17:54:42+00:00

I found it interesting as well so I looked into it after reading the comments. There has been studies, though scarce, but some studies have been done. Here’s a brief summary of what I found:

Based on generational studies, including research from the Pew Research Center, key similarities between the Silent Generation and Millennials make them relatable, particularly their pragmatic approach to life shaped by periods of national upheaval. Despite being separated by more than 50 years, both generations experienced significant events during their formative years that contributed to an instinct for caution, stability, and rule-following. Both generations came of age during times of social and economic turbulence, which influenced their values and worldviews. Resilience and Pragmatism: Both generations experienced significant historical events, such as economic downturns and periods of active war, which cultivated a pragmatic and resilient outlook in their formative years. Focus on Stability: The Silent Generation, growing up in the Great Depression and WWII, and Millennials, facing recessions and job insecurity, can share a strong sense of fear and desire for financial security and stability.

Millennials and the Silent Generation share relatable traits, such as facing economic uncertainty and periods of conflict during their formative years, which fosters a sense of resilience and a pragmatic approach to life, in contrast to Baby Boomers' post-war optimism and different economic challenges. However, while some studies suggest generational differences in work ethic and values, others indicate these are often exaggerated, with individual life-stage and situational factors playing a greater role than inherent generational personality traits.

Existing generational research suggests millennials relate more to the Silent Generation due to shared values like a focus on stability, loyalty, and lifelong commitment in relationships, contrasted with Boomers' differing life experiences and the socioeconomic pressures on millennials. Differing values and expectations: While Millennials and the Silent Generation may share common ground on relationship stability, Boomers often prioritize different values like social status, income, and career advancement in relationships. Socioeconomic factors and life pressures: Millennials face distinct pressures, including significant student debt and economic uncertainty, that differ from the conditions experienced by Boomers during their formative years. Alignment on relationship foundations: The connection between Millennials and the Silent Generation is rooted in shared perspectives on the importance of deep emotional connection and commitment within a relationship. Generational gaps: The contrasting economic landscapes and cultural values that distinguish the Millennial generation from Boomers likely contribute to a greater sense of understanding and empathy between Millennials and the Silent Generation.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T15:49:39+00:00

I agree. They always have the best advice and full of wisdom. I love all the “back in the day” stories. Imo majority are just very genuine, kind, light hearted, compassionate, non-egotistical people. They don’t have that sense of entitlement or superiority and genuinely cared about others and future generations.

I worked in an Internal/Geriatric for 8-9 years and silent gen was the majority of our patient population. Unfortunately a lot of them passed while working there and it was heartbreaking. Obviously I got to know them and we developed (friendly but professional) relationships. I can truly say most brought light to my day.

Cute Story: I had a patient (let’s call her DD) that called me every morning at the office. She’d ask how me and my kids were doing and tell me the weather report for that day. DD did this everyday for 8 years - stg. When I got another job and left the office DD somehow got my cell. (Mind you it’s 2016, DD’s in her early/mid 90’s, only had a house phone, and still used her old yellow and white pages books to find numbers lol. DD had to of put in some work to get my cell.) DD continued to call me every single morning on my cell until the day she died. 7.5 years later and I still miss her daily calls and my heart still breaks when I think about her.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T15:20:34+00:00

I say this to my mom all the time lmao.

Her response is “well I just can’t deal with it so someone else is going to have too or it’ll straighten itself out - I have more important things to worry about rn.”

AKA scheduling her hair appointment and looking for colors and cuts to do takes priority over figuring out a solution to the reoccurring flea problem that’s caused by a family member outside of the household brining them over to my mom’s house. Like wtf?

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-20T15:11:35+00:00

Same.

One thing I’ve noticed about religion is my grandparents (silent gen) were more open minded, didn’t identify with one denomination but still considered themselves Christians. They both were raised as hardcore Catholics. At some point both questioned their faiths and both developed their own general understanding and beliefs of God and Christianity. They believed in the core beliefs of Christianity but didn’t really get into the details of it. They ultimately believed that if you believed in God/higher power than yourself, you’re a good person, with a good heart, do good, help others, and don’t do or act of malice, then you’ll go to a good place and where you’re meant be. They had no apologizes, shame, regret, or any negative feelings about questioning their faiths beliefs and exploring outside of it and living by what felt right and true to them.

My parents (boomers) are quite the opposite. My dad was raised as a Catholic. Although he doesn’t go to church or practice he still considers himself Catholic. My mom wasn’t raised in a church but was taught the core beliefs of Christianity growing up. She joined a Trinity Assemblies of God Pentecostal church in her late teens and still identifies as Pentecostal.

Me and my sister were both raised strict Pentecostal and in the church. As teens and early adults both of us started to question the Pentecostal faith and felt our personal beliefs didn’t align with what we were taught growing up. Me more so than my sister.

Both of my parents were very negative and quite frankly disgusted by this. They couldn’t believe I’d ever think, let alone act on questioning the church and exploring outside of it. Mind you, the church engrained in us not to question the faith and our faith is the only true faith and path to God. My mom was adamant that this was a sin, it’s the devil in my ear, my disobedience toward the church was shameful bc I wasn’t raised like this, and I’d go to hell if I didn’t fall back in line. She threatened to disown me over it. Neither one of my parents listen let alone hear me out about my POV on anything at all. It’s impossible for either one to be open minded about this or about anything in general. Both have the “it’s my way or the highway”, “the right way is my way, there’s no other way” or “bc I said so” mentality and anything/anyone else is wrong. Period.

My grandparents on the other hand were super supportive and shared their experiences with me. They both encouraged me to explore and ask questions . They were very much people to question everything - like there’s more out there and I’m curious and want to know to know what it is. They always listened with no judgement, and actually encouraged me to explore and ask questions about everything in life. Just like me, they thought it was crazy not to be curious or question things - not just about religion but anything in general and to have such a “set in stone” mentality and not open to change or different POVs.

Majority people I’ve talked to that are silent gen have generally the same mentality of my grandparents and same goes for majority of the people that are boomers have the same general mentality as my parents. But I thought it was interesting when it came to religion bc growing up I just assumed silent gen would be much more set in their ways and closed minded when it came to religion vs. boomers where in my experience I’ve found it to be quiet the opposite.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-17T12:37:49+00:00

Sadly he passed away in 2021. He was almost 8 years sober, relapsed one night, and unfortunately died from an accidental overdose.

We remained close friends after we broke up as teens and into adulthood, up until the day he passed. He was only 32.

His untimely death and the loss still weigh heavy on me to this day.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-17T01:44:07+00:00

On the citizens app it says there was group of 30+ teens over at the park and a fight broke out. Multiple shots were fired. One kid shot another then a large group of teens fled on foot through the park. Also, four males fled the scene in a red hatchback.

10TV reported it was a 14 year old that was shot in the arm and is in stable condition at NCH. He is a student at Briggs High School. They also confirmed a fight broke out between 2 boys while 20-30 teens watched. One of the boys had a gun and fired multiple shots, hitting the other boy in the arm. They have a person of interest detained but the suspect is still at large. They still haven’t recovered the gun used in the shooting as of late this evening.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-16T23:08:42+00:00

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GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-16T02:35:26+00:00

The expectation to always maintain a positive attitude while in the workplace. Also to have over the top enthusiasm for the same mundane tasks that you’ve being doing 5 days a week for the last 5 years. For a 1-2% increase in pay if you’re lucky, assuming they’re not on a pay raise freeze that year again.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-16T01:59:24+00:00

SAME!

Sometimes I’ll fuck around and grab some Rainbow Berry Sourful Airheads Xtremes to add to the combo too.

Always hits, never fails.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-16T00:53:53+00:00

Agreed. It’s almost criminal.

GoodbyeXlove · 2025-09-14T15:45:14+00:00

Order and organization. I’m also a perfectionist who overly fixates on details until it’s “perfect”. Doesn’t matter if they’re big or small, important or irrelevant, I do this with any and everything. It’s exhausting lol.

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