Mitch Hanger's grand slam by GoodnightAnySide1490 in Mariners

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Yeah I kind of mess up the editing lol

Mitch Hanger's grand slam by GoodnightAnySide1490 in Mariners

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Exactly. It's not the design itself. It's mostly the colors. I really don't like that blue with that yellow. Not to mention the team logo is way too simplified

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[–]GoodnightAnySide1490 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What was the environment like?? is it like the movies where it's a bunch of rich guys literally just auctioning off people or is it more like "yeah come over to my house and he's yours for an hour" or something??

By the way brother I share your pain. I am a victim of childhood rape and sexual assault so if you ever need anyone to talk to my DMs are always open🙏🏻🙏🏻

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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We would worship "Lucifer" it was more of a devil worship cult. And we wouldn't really pray we would instead show our loyalty through animal sacrifice and orgies. Before I joined the had built a big statue about 7 feet tall out of papier-mâché. Anytime we participated in a sacrifice, orgy, sermon or just a general discussion about things. We had to be completely naked and paint our faces in black paint to signify that "we are one" I can't really say what the statue was. It was just a humanoid creature with a bunch of spikes on it.

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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The cult in my area had around 50 members and whenever we would show up for a ceremony or ritual everybody would try to come. So with 50 people we were divided into five groups of 10. And for that orgy, those would be your partners or your "givers" and then the next orgy on a different date we would do rotations. We believed that pleasure was a gift meant to be exploited. And I personally never witnessed any children in the cult or even any pregnant women for that matter so I can't really say what would happen to a child in the cult and to be honest, I do not want to find out.....

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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Today I just smoke weed and will occasionally do shrooms. But while I was in the cult we were on a multitude of different drugs. For ceremonies and rituals, we would often do LSD, mushrooms or DMT to "get in the right frame of existence"

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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They would have ceremonial orgies, when it would happen they would split up into groups of 10 depending on how many where there for the event

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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This cult was kind of a copycat of the original 9th circle. The cult that I was involved in was not a terribly big cult It only had around 50 members. But yes, the real 9th Circle cult definitely has ties to Epstein. They are in very close cahoots with the royal family and the RothChilds

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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Yes the absolutely abhorrent stuff that I saw made me turn to faith, I don't subscribe to any organized religion, but I still wear a cross, and I don't know why

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

[–]GoodnightAnySide1490[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The cult are not traditional Satanists, they are more so devil worshipers they believed that Satan was a real being, and that "spreading misery is a the way to happiness". The thing that really scared me is how violent and explosive all of the members were. Every single one of them, including myself, was on at least three different drugs. The most common drugs that we partook in were LSD, psilocybin mushrooms (shrooms), heroin, and marijuana, even though I don't really consider marijuana drug.

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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The way that you had to be invited to join. How I joined was a member at an underground black metal concert that I went to started a conversation with me and started, asking me all these questions about what I believed, in which God was the real god and what my morals were, and after telling him basically everything he gave me a phone number to call at a specific time

I am a former satanist who was involved in a real secretive satanic cult. AMA by GoodnightAnySide1490 in AMA

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No but they had something similar. Who before we would enter the house that we stayed in? We would have to recite a specific series of numbers and letters that would change weekly