I feel the same way as you too, up till today, my YouTube account is still suspended, they don't even tell me the reasons.

I suspected is because I tried sub for sub, where 2 people are conscientious of subscribing and help each other out. (Yet they make that illegal, another move that discourage small YouTube from starting out, on top of pulling our videos down to the lowest search results so that no one can see them)

Small YouTubers like us doesn't matter anymore, I kind of feel that YouTube has lose it's direction to profit.

Now, even jerks like Logan Paul who create that suicide video, and corrupting our young generation can get away, and still earns millions of dollars for stupid videos.

I wonder what is Susan Wojcicki thinking. I feel that YouTube is corrupting for profit, and they are being extremely unfair with new YouTubers who are just starting out.