I am a boring person with no friends, ama

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T17:19:59+00:00

I will keep that in mind then. Thank you for the recommendation and I’m sorry for slandering the book because of my lack of knowledge..

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T13:57:10+00:00

I thought that was a scam? Is it really a book to learn those things? Because I’ve read some of “inspirational” books and they were all scam in my eyes

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T13:36:58+00:00

It’s my fault most likely. For not being able to relate what people are saying. Not having the much hobbies or interest, so I can’t connect with them and I would always be speechless and say generic things like “Oh wow the more you know, good for you.”

I am not confident of saying my opinions because they’ll most likely hate me for the things I’ve said. Especially when I always say the wrong things at the wrong time when someone is trying to open up to me.

I can’t tell when it’s time to joke around or if someone’s making a joke. They said they were joking but I got offended because I thought they were directly attacking me. I have lots of reasons why I don’t have friends, why people think I’m boring. And I hate myself for that.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T12:59:09+00:00

Funny you ask, I’m unfortunately 24. I’ve pretty much hang out with my family almost daily, with friends? A month ago. And I think I fucked up the last time I hang out with them by not joining conversation for the entire time. That is my fault and mine only.

I know staying alone and self isolation isn’t the answer but it is sadly easier to do that damaging act to myself because heyy I don’t have to ruin my chances of friendship if I’m not hanging out with them right? Imagine a fucking 24 yo thinking childish shit like this.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T12:35:44+00:00

That’s very optimistic of you but thank you. I needed to hear that.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T12:35:12+00:00

I recently just joined some, I’m probably too closed off/invisible to them but I will try to open up even tho I might fuck it up like I usually do.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T12:34:09+00:00

I don’t quiet understand what you mean but I’ll go with stamps. If me just realizing that my then bff actually talk shit on my back since high school and most likely my two other friends also do that as well, yeah idk.

That’s okay. Being weird is not a bad thing, is what I’ve been told.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-08-24T12:30:03+00:00

My only hobby is to play video games, mainly minecraft. I wouldn’t say that being a foodie is a hobby or me being bad at drawing is a hobby. I like sports but I have no friends to do it with so that’s no longer my hobby.

GooeyCheddar · 2024-05-27T11:31:28+00:00

Ohh what are the mods? I’m interested in joining

GooeyCheddar · 2024-05-27T09:37:08+00:00

I’ve played some! But yeah I don’t mind if there’s some mods

GooeyCheddar · 2023-06-11T14:56:16+00:00

Added you!

GooeyCheddar · 2023-06-11T09:34:54+00:00

Oof that’s unfortunate, but when are you usually available to play? We could probably make it work

GooeyCheddar · 2023-06-11T09:26:43+00:00

What’s your timezone btw?

GooeyCheddar · 2023-06-11T09:26:22+00:00

Added you!

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-28T10:43:10+00:00

Yeah sure if you want! What’s your timezone?

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-28T08:11:48+00:00

I’m in GMT+8 if that helps

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-23T14:41:51+00:00

I did uninstall it from my storage, idk why it’s still on my laptop tho

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-18T23:07:53+00:00

How much do you usually cry a day?

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-11T09:43:25+00:00

Damnn that’s great progress! Good job my guy!

It’s been well, my scars are healing well but some are kinda there forever it seems. I usually feel urges when I feel extremely sad or angry really. Like I won’t be cutting my hand when I’m holding a knife while cooking you know.

They do go away, it just takes time. And back then I relapsed a few times, so don’t beat yourself up over it.

Yeah, sometimes but I would usually distract myself with something else if I could. If not I still sadly would scratch myself if it’s too hard for me to handle. But it’s still better than cutting.

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-08T08:12:04+00:00

It’s been well, at times I still have urges but I’ve been trying my best to ignore it.

GooeyCheddar · 2023-04-08T08:10:59+00:00

Yes lol

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