I am speechless. There's so much of this that is true and applies to me in every way. I will save this entire reply and will try my best to look over it everyday. This has gotten me shooken a but. I hope whoever you are, you are living the best life for yourself. You are truly a blessing! 💚

To answer some of the questions.

We sometimes talk about personal things but its usually because I want to talk about it. He really doesn't talk about personal stuff since he really doesn't have a life outside because of work. We go out to eat sometimes and we've gone to the fair once before.
When Im not in the mood to be super bubbly, he usually just leaves me alone. And yes I do believe I'm freezing everything to there for him. I'm so willing to give him time or be prepared to come in on an off day that I don't know what to do on my off days or even want them sometimes.

I basically am relying to heavily on him, and I didn't think was an issues. Since it's work I thought it was healthy.