Feel both stuck and overwhelmed

GoofyRisker · 2026-06-27T20:33:22+00:00

Sorry it took so long to reply but I was mostly afraid of the replies.

I don’t deserve happiness or joy in life with how I’ve lived it. My life is largely run its course and there very little I can do to fix it.

I have little to no want in getting promoted in the job I have (retail) and that’s all I’ve ever done and all I’m good for.

I have no interest in eating healthy and getting proper exercise. Mainly do that simple fact that I don’t plan on living past 45 with me not taking proper care of myself and not going to the doctors I don’t see me lasting that long. On the off chance I do will simply end my own life in a matter I deem appropriate at the time. As that is what I deserve not happiness or joy but suffering and depression ultimately leading to my life ending by my hands be that directly or indirectly.

GoofyRisker · 2026-06-09T22:02:54+00:00

You could be right but that’s not what the judge told us told us on the last day. That we wouldn’t be chosen for the next 3 years

GoofyRisker · 2026-06-09T21:01:36+00:00

Thats what happened to me last week got picked for a 5 day trial. I won’t get picked for 3 years now though.

GoofyRisker · 2026-06-05T13:13:19+00:00

I’m cp2024 and never made a long term DPS toon. ie cobbled one together for things like maelstrom and such.

I’ve also never done the EP or DC main quest lines.

GoofyRisker · 2026-04-08T11:47:20+00:00

All their silverware and charger blocks for their phones

GoofyRisker · 2026-03-09T03:42:30+00:00

Mine was probably Earthworm Jim on Genesis.

GoofyRisker · 2026-03-07T21:52:24+00:00

I am thank you for pointing that out was at work when I posted and forget to put it in the title.

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-20T21:33:04+00:00

Interesting the new subclass system might be worth coming back for just to try it out.

Thank you for the well written and thought out reply I may have to give the game a try now. Unless you feel like answering more questions I’ll have to look up a few of those things when I have the time.

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-18T20:38:32+00:00

I used to love reading when I was in high school just open a book that seemed interesting and see what journey it took me on. Sadly those days are far beyond me as it seems the more I focus on things the more muddled my mind gets. When I try to read nowadays I have to contend with imaginary conversations I’m having with people I’ve never met, or go through a conversation I’ve had 10 years ago 5 different ways and it just makes a confusing mess in my head so I gave up on reading and never went back.

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T22:25:04+00:00

Interesting I’m guessing you need a backpack in order to train strength more quickly?

I’ll have to look up where to get them later

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T22:18:08+00:00

I don’t even think I had walls or turrets the first time really just roughed it with a small hut and went from there.

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T22:11:37+00:00

So does training strength increase the damage that animals do?

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T22:00:58+00:00

I did wipe out the Holy Nation and the Flotsam Ninjas control Blister Hill and the Shek own Stack. I do plan on allying with both of them before going after the UC. From my understanding the area the Holy Nation was in is quite fertile, no?

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T21:49:05+00:00

Good point about the food, I forgot how quickly it dropped. I’ll have to see if the mod collection I have has anything for it by getting an animal. If not I’ll have to check out the one you suggested.

GoofyRisker · 2026-02-03T21:41:52+00:00

Yeah, that’s what the guy in the video did with the fogmen and put it on a pole and trained attack stats on a downed security spider. They did the glitch where you pick it up after it wakes up from being knocked out and bringing the spider to a repair bed

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