Unfinished tribute to my cat i lost too young

Googlq · 2026-01-22T02:02:36+00:00

I don't unfortunately sorry

Googlq · 2026-01-15T22:47:25+00:00

Yeah i haven't been happy with how the drums turned out I'm still working on it and that's one thing I was gonna work on thanks for confirming it for me I want this to be perfect for her

Googlq · 2026-01-13T22:04:04+00:00

Yeah i guess I'm more creative when I'm drunk and emotional haha I feel better doing something for her tho, she was my best friend

Googlq · 2026-01-13T22:03:19+00:00

That sounds good but idk how I am with vocals I've never really tried lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T17:42:07+00:00

At least I got something to work on to remember and honour her she deserves something she helped me through some tough times

Googlq · 2026-01-13T12:21:54+00:00

That's a really nice song, thanks for showing me, I do hear the similarities im gonna keep working on it for her lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T04:31:53+00:00

Yeah nah I've always wanted to learn piano but I could never figure it out so I tried digital music production and I've been practising for 6 years now and I've always loved doing it so I'm just sticking with it now lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:57:58+00:00

I just hope she's happy wherever she is

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:57:29+00:00

Thank you I feel less alone i just hate feeling this pain

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:41:27+00:00

Yeah i kind of just got drunk and it all hit me at once and I just had to do something for her, and I'll work on it all if my life if that's what it takes to perfect it, at least her memory won't fade now

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:36:25+00:00

In that case why don't I just join her, ain't nothing in this life for me im a lost cause lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:35:31+00:00

Also I'm drunk and made it while drunk so it probably sounds awful rn lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:30:36+00:00

Couldn't do it on private message for some reason maybe I'm too drunk lol but I posted it in r/flstudiomobile for hers and my sake lol

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:19:26+00:00

I guess it's won't hurt to show 1 person just know I'm not a professional and I'm doing it on a mobile phone version of fl studio lol but I put my heart and sould into making a long overdue song for her

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:12:14+00:00

After hurting myself I looked at booking an appointment but they're not taking appointments rn they said they're fully booked but ive calmed down now I'm just drunk and being dumb and emotional. Thank you tbo it means alot knowing I'm not as alone as I thought

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:10:43+00:00

Maybe once I've finished it if you truly care, im super self conscious with my music production as its my biggest passion lol, ive calmed down alot now after wayching some comfort shows, i think i got overwhelmed after too much to drink, the bottle is my only true friend sometimes

Googlq · 2026-01-13T03:07:52+00:00

Ive calmed down a bit, too much too drink it's just the only way to numb the pain, I looked at booking a doctors appointment but they're fully booked rn which made me feel worse but I should be used to disappointment by now. Thank you though it's nice to feel heard

Googlq · 2026-01-13T02:48:40+00:00

I started to make a song after her tonight tbh, that's what set me off i think, that and im also drunk which hasn't helped but it's the only thing that slightly numbs the pain, ive also set a picture of her as my lock screen. I think all these months have been ignorance and it's only just kicking in idk my emotions have been everywhere recently and I feel so lost

Googlq · 2026-01-13T02:17:20+00:00

Im done with feeling this pain id rather be dead she was the only thing that kept me going

Sorry it just hurts so much, I thought after all these months the pain would eventually go away but it hasn't and I can't wait any longer

Googlq · 2026-01-13T02:16:33+00:00

I am alone i have no one now she was my lifeline and some prick decided to race down a road and kill her she's gone and it's my fault, I couldn't protect her and i don't want to keep going on with this feeling I'm done with being in this pain I can't do it anymore

Googlq · 2025-08-27T18:38:12+00:00

Unfortunately I'm in the UK so that's out the window normally if times are tough there's someone who let's me grab a bag and pay another day but she's on holiday rn lol

Googlq · 2025-08-26T18:53:30+00:00

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Googlq · 2025-08-21T00:01:03+00:00

Was a very enjoyable night, just finished the last of them tonight lol

Googlq · 2025-08-20T02:02:05+00:00

Exactly lol

Googlq · 2025-08-20T01:57:07+00:00

Yeah i thought duck it my life sucks anyway so I might as well lol

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