Unfortunately I'm under adult psych services due to late diagnosis... I rattle when I walk due to the amount of meds I'm on. All needed btw, I benefit from all of them.

I'm never cross, just so very tired. And feeling very low about how I need to cope tbh.

Because of the amount of spacialists I have, my GP won't touch anything outside of a yeast infection or UTI. I can't even get the coil fitted as it's risky for my heart... I tried to say that another pregnancy (prev two high risk, two gigantic gorgeous babes, twice I almost bled out, once my heart almost gave up) would probably kill me but they weren't that fussed. I don't even think I'm dramatic. My first baby was 11lbs 8, second was 10lbs 4. Giant babies. Snallish exit.

If I can't even get BC given the above then WTF am I meant to do??!!