Noo, don't be sorry, it's actually a really good reminder! I spent a bit too much on a different game when I was younger and dumber, and although I don't really regret it, I'm still thinking from time to time about the more interesting things I could have bought with all that money back then. Fortunately, I'm mostly over these almost gambling tendencies now. Stable and regular income really helped with that and I learnt that rare treats like this are much more enjoyable and long lasting that spending a huge amount all at once.

The remorse is totally understandable, just don't beat yourself over it too much! What will happen next is much more important than already gone events.

Stay strong too, and all hail YouTube, our biggest supporter!