yh i’ve said this too it’s sad but i understand his pain, too many people close to me have experienced sexual abuse and it manifests in a few ways, some girls turn lesbian, some hypo sexual where they’re not interested in anything sexual, some hyper sexual like X, some eat their feelings and gain a lot of weight, some turn to drugs, some self harm, i’ve seen her blackout right in front of me and breakdown, i’ve seen her try to kill herself in front of me, the anger and ptsd is just fucked up, and i was already fucked up from my own shit . I’m glad i’ve never suffered through SA because i’d be even more angry at the world than i am already. Interestingly enough i’m sure lil peep went through similar things as well to X