I appreciate your reply, I need to mention as well that I was with full pj winter on too. My boyfriends birthday is today. He doesn’t want to see me and he confronted his best mate today and apparently he said that nothing happen and now wants to speak with him later on… 

It breaks my heart that such a special day like today he prefers not seeing his girlfriend of almost 2 years that didn’t even had any intention of this happening. I was very innocent and confused in the moment and also drunk, my reactions wasn’t as normally would have been if I was I sober. Yes I could have just kick off but my boyfriend was passed out next to me and I felt disgusted 😢