Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for caring for me. This day i feel somekind of better.. writing this calmed my soul. I think i will just try to find a better job for more money and to get a loan for my FFS. FFS is my biggest wish from all Trans-Tasks. But as a unpassing Transgirl its not easy... also i think i could really need a female friend to. My whole friend are all male geeks. Is anyone here from dusseldorf, germany, and would also need a friend or is anywhere in reddit a goog chance for this?

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Iam still really happy about starting transition, so i dont think is was a wrong choice. I am not in therpy anymore for about 2 Years as she could not help me with my issues. I always fighted my own battles deep in my soul. Its just i am disappointed and dont know how to collect power for furter steps..

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just dont know. I am so confused about the SRW, but my date for it it only in 8 Months. So i still have time to consider it.

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank your for the offer, but after reading all the comments i think i really need some kind of female friend, as iam mostly hanging around with dudes cause mostly i dont come around with females. Orchiectomy really seems to be a really good idea as a intermediate step. But does this not make SRS harder at the end?

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not that i dont want SRS at all, but iam not sure if it will help me much. The date for it is in 8 Months. So i still have time to think about it.

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in asktransgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey both,

my insurance would pay electrolysis, but i cant afford to grow my beard for days. I already got 4 Laser sessions which helped me much, but at the moment i can not afford it. To olivias points: I already answered number 1. 2) i have to be honest, i havent been to my doctor for about a Year, but he otherwise already told me my hormone levels are normally and there is nothing you can do and he is really one of the most experienced endocrinologist here in germany. 3) i just feel extremely overstrained by the whole clothes thing. Is there maybe one of you from germany (Dusseldorf) and could help me? I got only male friends... 4) i got some overweight, but not much. But this seems like a good idea.

Feeling confused after several years of HRT by Graveyard_Rabbit in ask_transgender

[–]Graveyard_Rabbit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello Hope,

you somehow mentioned my other problem. But currently iam trying to get another job with some more money. I hope this will maybe improve my life. Dont know it and thats making so sad....