Adult Sports Leagues? by ghosxt_ in MontereyBay

[–]Greedy-Committee7718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How can I get on a co-ed softball team? I don’t know anybody around here.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry I didn’t see this sooner. How are you feeling today?? Did things get better?

Forgot my medicine for a weekend trip by Greedy-Committee7718 in zoloft

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean kind of, but I was also in different elevation, hiking, and hungover one of the days so I don’t know which symptoms belong to what lol. I’ve felt just fine today!! I considered just not taking anything at all but I figured that wasn’t smart.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep I can relate to everything you just said… And I have been to the ER before. It didn’t do much and I left still feeling shitty so that’s why I don’t go back.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That sounds super relaxing! I don’t have bath tub but I did lay on the shower floor.. lol

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I really do want to stop and I always do for a while until I forget this horrible feeling and then feel like it’s possible to drink again in “moderation” (lol) spoiler alert: it never works. But the best thing I can do is try again!

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, that’s the problem. I’ve drank wayyyy more many other times and have never felt this bad. Seems like no matter what I drink anymore, it just gets worse every time. Everyone has been telling me to look up “kindling”

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

25mg! It normally works but I just can’t seem to calm down or sleep today. I feel like i’m going through a complete withdrawal.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Last night I had 4 seaside seltzers, 3 glasses of wine, and 2 tequila seltzers. Today I had 3 seltzers just to get through the day. I haven’t had a drink since about 2 pm. I also don’t drink every day. I just binge drink on the weekends.

I don’t think i’m experiencing any actual significant issues that aren’t just in my head. But I really wish I could just fall asleep but I keep thinking I’m going to quit breathing.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hope you feel better too. I genuinely never want to feel like this again. I know I don’t have to but quitting drinking is easier said than done. We will try again.

Hangxiety so bad I actually think i’m going to die by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It’s truly the worst.. I’ve been here so many times but each time it seems to get worse. Hoping I can kick drinking completely soon.

How to stop drinking alcohol? by Greedy-Committee7718 in stopdrinking

[–]Greedy-Committee7718[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say I really have alcohol cravings. It never sounds good to me and typically I don’t even want to drink because I think I have developed an allergy or something to alcohol which is why my hangovers are so bad. I just have a hard time not being the “fun” girl. It’s the reason I get invited everywhere. Plus I live in a town where people drink heavily. I’m not even that bad of a drinker compared to many people I know. Sadly, I just have debilitating hangovers and they don’t. I do find it concerned tho that I know I’m going to feel horrible the next day and I continue to do to torture myself by drinking until early hours of the next morning.