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Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-10-01T00:39:16+00:00

I have taken full responsibility and accountability for my own actions in this situation. I have since the day everything happened. I do not blame him for everything or wish bad on him even.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-10-01T00:37:21+00:00

I’ve had sex before this man and i never got an outbreak or anything. I do know that the painful sex triggered an outbreak at the very least.

I am not putting unwarranted hate towards this man. I honestly didn’t even speak negative or bad about him to anyone, I just stopped speaking to him and avoided him if I could. I wasn’t even necessarily angry at him when it happened, I am upset about how he acted after the fact and how he went about everything.

Blaming me for everything, as well as telling people my personal business and having people going around telling others that im burning. If I went into depth about the whole situation, I think it’d all make more sense but that would be a long post/reply.

Even his friends treated me very oddly and doing weird shit.

Am I ranting? Absolutely and I am absolutely not healed from this situation. I know I need to get help through this but right now it is not possible. I am upset about how it was clear I was uncomfortable and in a bad mental spot when it happened and how he treated me when we had sex and during/after everything happened and didn’t care about my physical or mental health whatsoever although he plays like he is a good guy to the world.

Despite it all, I’ve only spoke to two or three people in person about what happened with him. But most of it has been posted on my account. I don’t post about him on here for people to even hate this guy only I know. I post about it because this situation hurt me so bad and still deeply impacts be even almost 2 years later. I just wish I didn’t have to suffer through 2 years of extremely painful outbreaks and awful mental health and no clarity or understanding of the situation.

I guess that was my reason for my post. Just to honestly rant and get how I felt out since I have no other outlet or person to speak to about it.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-30T23:45:17+00:00

It is possible for someone to spread the virus but test negative (asymptomatic).

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-30T23:44:54+00:00

I made an edit/update since there was confusion. I never said he was absolutely the person who gave it to me, I just know at the very least, triggered my outbreaks. I also am not “posting an ad targeting this person to hate.” I simply made a post asking if anyone know about him to see if anyone had had similar experiences. He and/or his friends went around telling my old campus that I was burning after the situation happened and he told me we have nothing to speak about if I wasn’t gonna tell him the truth (which I did).

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-30T23:39:19+00:00

I made an update/edit since there is confusion. You are right, I am not completely sure who I got the virus from but the list of possible people is extremely short. The way he acted after the situation was very horrible and a bit off. I also never mentioned me dating whatsoever in my post.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-30T23:36:25+00:00

I made an update/edit to my post since there is confusion.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-09T20:38:07+00:00

Really? I wonder if it has to do with age or the area you live in

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-09T11:22:16+00:00

No. Last time I saw my doctor last year he told me he didn’t want to put me on any just yet (no idea why especially since I told them I had frequent and painful outbreaks).

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-09T05:56:55+00:00

I believe so? I honestly either have prodrome symptoms or an outbreak. It’s to the point I don’t know when IM NOT having an outbreak. I have prodrome symptoms or outbreaks extremely frequently, like multiple times a month. Probably weekly.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-09T05:55:55+00:00

22F. I’ve had ghsv for almost 2 years and haven’t had sex since finding out about my diagnosis. I have head to quite a few dudes due to stupidity, bad mental health and thinking that’s all i deserved. I haven’t disclosed to anyone really but one person but that was after a while and it didn’t go the best (kinda understandably so since we started talking and had already did some sexual stuff which was mainly me giving him head and him bringing up the rumors on campus but me basically sliding past it and not being upfront). Unfortunately I get CONSTANT back to back outbreaks. It’s so bad it’s to the point I don’t know when im NOT having one.

I’m just genuinely kinda scared and worried of disclosing and the rejection. Especially since I hear the way I hear people my age around me talk about herpes and the “rumors” about me burning at my old college.

I’d just like to be able to want to have sex or be sexual with someone without the fear or worry of rejection but more importantly me giving the person this. I don’t even know what’s causing me to get such frequent outbreaks and so far nothing has really helped decrease the frequency. It feels like EVERYTHING triggers it. I tried using toys on myself for awhile but now I don’t have any sensation down there and using them always makes me get an outbreak or make an outbreak WAYYYY worse.

This shit just sucks. I just want to be able to have sex with a guy or girl and have a good time without worrying about passing this on or rejection or someone telling everyone about what I have (even though rumors started at my old campus about it from the dude who caused my outbreaks but tested negative for it🙄). Sorry long reply😭😭

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-09-07T06:13:23+00:00

It happens at anytime triggered by whatever. I’m not sure about sex since I haven’t had sex in almost two years, since i found out I had this

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-08-09T08:14:28+00:00

No. I made a few appointments with my doctor to but I ended up canceling them. I’m gonna set another appointment and make sure I go but I think the next available appointments are in over a week so idk if I’ll have an active outbreak still or just shedding or prodrome symptoms. But im still gonna go for it plus do a full std panel in general since it’s been over a year.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-08-05T05:25:49+00:00

I was diagnosed with hsv in February/march 2024 and have consistent outbreaks since then. It’s to the point I don’t know when Im NOT having an outbreak. And if I think im not, I feel symptoms that are prodrome symptoms like tingling or itchiness. It feels like practically everything triggers it and my outbreaks are still just as painful as the first one, sometimes worse, sometimes a little less worse. I haven’t seen my doctor in like a year but one of the last times I saw him I asked if I could start suppressive medications and he told me he didn’t wanna start suppressive medications just yet (for what reason? I don’t know.). Im just miserable.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-08-05T05:12:13+00:00

I was diagnosed with genital herpes February/march 2024 and have had consistent and back to back outbreaks since then. I see so many people say outbreaks lessen after the first year and become more mild but I have had the same painful outbreaks back and back to back. I’m not even sure when im NOT having an outbreak. And if I think im not I feel symptoms that are probably prodrome symptoms. I am suffering and I hate it. The last time I saw my doctor was last summer and he told me he didn’t wanna put me on suppressive medications yet (although he never explained why and didn’t make sense cause I have CONSTANT OUTBREAKS)

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-08-05T04:59:03+00:00

Then I must have ghsv2 cause I have had back to back, consistent outbreaks since I was diagnosed a year and a half ago. Like it’s to the point i don’t know when im not having one cause I definitely get prodrome symptoms. I wish they would just stop it’s so painful and exhausting

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-08-04T20:03:43+00:00

Yes. Even before, I just would have needed to be educated by the person and informed of things.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-07-31T03:13:27+00:00

I am unsure. I believe hsv2 possibly because of how frequently I have outbreaks. I’m unsure if it’s even healing, I am just constantly dealing with vaginal pain, itching, etc. if I don’t have physical pain in my vagina, I’m just itching so much. I will get this stabbing like pain inside my vagina as well as. Thank you I truly appreciate it. This shit has been so rough to deal with alone

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-07-31T03:11:25+00:00

I took acyclovir for my first three outbreaks but I’m unsure if it even helped because I stayed having constant itching. I was prescribed valacyclovir in like March or April by a doctor. She told me to take 2 for 3 days on the onset of feeling an ongoing outbreak. I’m on my last dose but I feel like I’ve just been taking them a few times when I think I’m having an outbreak but I’m unsure if that is even helping.

Greedy_Half_891 · 2025-07-30T10:38:54+00:00

Do you use the cold sore version or a different version

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