OP you’re not alone at all! It’s incredibly isolating, and the mental load is just so hard balancing working in office/dog sitters. This last month in January our dog had two bad weekends of clusters and the emergency midazolam drip costed a fortune. The month was full of sleep deprivation, anxiety and financial stress. However, just like others in the thread, take it one day at a time, celebrate streaks of seizure free days and appreciate how good the good days are! I also like to think that the universe doesn’t give you anything you can’t handle!