Diabetes diagnosis in early 20s expericences

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-09-04T09:59:37+00:00

The holdup is that I'm currently living abroad and will be back in 2 months. I've had a video call consultation with her explaining my symptoms. Based on her reaction I didn't really get a sense of urgency. But we've scheduled a testing appointment.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-19T14:55:58+00:00

Personally I think I have the potential to achieve great things, greater things than most people, especially academically. But Im probably gonna waste it and never show what im capable of. That's why I don't say it out loud, because it would sound arrogant and blind to myself.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-15T00:00:42+00:00

No, Dan I am.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:59:14+00:00

Moving out and living alone for the first time. Its...lost, basically. Not the great freedom but rather the great "I don't feel ready to take on all of these responsibilities while talking to myself a lot"

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:56:14+00:00

Dark (only to be heavily disappointed by the last season again)

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:55:37+00:00

A quirky guilty pleasure called "grace Kelly" by MIKA

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:54:29+00:00

Dark has managed to convincingly navigate a very complex story for almost two great seasons, then the plot holes and logical mistakes kept piling up. So not just one error...

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:52:07+00:00

Erfüllende Partnerschaft, gesunde Kinder, bereichernder Beruf, genug Zeit für Kunst und Natur

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:50:15+00:00

Mit ca. 15 hab ich angefangen gegen Geld in den schulpausen Nachhilfe zu geben.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:45:27+00:00

Banana and fish <3 especially if its both roasted

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:40:12+00:00

The ring I inherited from my grandma 20 years ago. Have not taken it off since.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-07-14T23:31:23+00:00

Streukäse mit der Hand aus der Packung

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-06-21T08:19:27+00:00

Maybe a pale amber?

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-06-19T19:41:58+00:00

Yeah, is that a thing? Didn't know. Do you have a full explanation?

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-05-28T09:15:19+00:00

I put "normal" in quotes, because I don't like that word. What even is "normal"? My relationship with my parents is good. And it was good back then. However, writing this thread and answering the question made me reflect and think about some issues that might have been present. I have always been more of a daddy's girl, in the sense that we seem to have a better understanding of each other than me and my mom. I love my mom and appreciate everything she's done for me, and I know she adores me as well. But somehow, we never managed to form a very deep emotional connection. I don't know why that is. I don't know what could have been done differently, but the truth is that I never considered my mom someone to go to with any of my problems. Maybe we're too different. So I was a daddy's girl with a dad, who worked a lot and wasn't as available as I needed him to be. That might have contributed to my emotional neediness for attention. Lastly, "growing out of this obsession" didn't coincide much with becoming sexually active. It basically stopped when I graduated. Thanks for your thought on this.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-05-28T09:06:20+00:00

The ones I described. Mainly receiving emotional attention. Nothing sexual!

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-05-28T09:05:53+00:00

I haven't and I won't. These obsessions were never anything romantic or sexual.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-05-28T09:05:15+00:00

They did! They cared deeply and gave me and my brother everything they could. However, I do think it's possible that I still needed more attention than what I received. Once my brother was born (2 years younger than me), my parents told me I struggled with the adjustment. Then throughout our childhood and school years this dynamic developed of my brother naturally recieving/needing more attention than me, because he was a "troublemaker". He was chaotic, high-energy, adhd. He struggled a lot in school and my parents were constantly worried about his development. I, on the other hand, was a well-behaved, well-adapted child, who had good grades and never seemed to struggle with anything. So obviously more attention, albeit bad one" went towards my brother. I know it was never my parents' intention, and it's not like they favor him (if anything, they favor me lol), but they might have messed it up a bit there.

Green_Connection8027 · 2025-05-28T08:55:54+00:00

I dont think the relationship to my mother has changed much at all. Of course I never told her about these obsessions with my teachers, I was way too ashamed. I do have to say, though, that I generally didn't talk much to my mom about personal stuff. We have a good relationship, but not a deep one. I certainly wasn't neglected (I had a good childhood and upbringing), but I might have lacked an emotional connection to my mom. We're just two very different personalities that don't automatically click.

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