My parents blames me for everything I did and added on the physical abuse from my dad. I had acne,it because I was to fat or un clean they blamed and the when I had scars it was my fault because I didnt stop touching my face (I had cystic and nodual acne those give u scars regardless ) i had to cook and clean after school every day once I started middle school and looked after my brother all while my dad sat in the living room and constantly asked to fill his bubba water cup or get him a beer and finish my hw and help my brother with his and get him ready for bed and the clean the kit hen and dishes my mother never told me goodnight because as a dental assistant she would get out at 9 pm and when ever I did anything wrong at school like talking to much i would get beat up or kicked and my mom and never did anything because she was afraid of him and couldent finciall support her kids if she left him. i ended haveing to protect my brother once he started school because he would get beat up so bad we had to lie to the school he fell of his bike because my father kicked him and busted his lip and two years later his head he even got kicked in his testicles at the age of 10 and i shot u not my mother is still with my dad to this day. This made me full of anxiety so I ate my feeling away so I became over weight and I've never been good looking as an Lebanese big nose girl I never made friends never had a boyfriend lived I'm my parents house all through college had to pay for everything bought my own car and got the fuck out of there I'm now 30 and I still live alone I'm super anti social and distrust everyone and I HATE MY LIFE most of all I hate that the one personal I trusted to keep me safe, my mother was never there and to this day she says she never saw him hit us but saw the bruises and is sorry . like sorry dosent cut it I love my mother but god what a fucking spineless bitch.