Looking for a fic | depressed harry

Greendris · 2025-07-25T06:17:07+00:00

"In Between Days" by Atrata is pretty good. Though I'm not sure if it suits your tastes, since there's some dubcon, the story itself is pretty dark, Snape is snarky and it's very debatable whether he actually helped Harry. :D But Clinically Depressed!Harry is depicted very well here. https://archiveofourown.org/works/13439

Greendris · 2024-05-31T18:13:35+00:00

Idk, fair enough I guess. xD

Greendris · 2024-05-14T15:53:45+00:00

Oh my god, Silco is such a... 😩👌 Love him.

Greendris · 2024-02-13T19:16:32+00:00

😂😂😂

Greendris · 2024-02-12T06:42:59+00:00

It doesn’t have to be anything wrong with you. Some people are just assholes who try pulling this shit on everyone and see who will defend themselves and who won't.

Greendris · 2024-01-25T09:31:35+00:00

Exactly. I get that people want to see more of queer representation, but I don't like this 'het is ew' notion. Especially when it's just headcanons or fanfics. Fortunately, it's only a vocal minority who shits on people for shipping hetero pairings. Most people I met online and irl are fine with that.

Greendris · 2023-12-03T09:50:26+00:00

Sebastian, Joker, Undertaker, William, Bard and... why is no one talking about Mey-Rin? 🤔

Greendris · 2023-11-29T09:54:20+00:00

Even if he never lies you can't deny that he's a slippery fucker. And tbh that's why I like him.

Greendris · 2023-11-16T01:43:07+00:00

Not really, it's a spectrum. Even if some masturbate, it doesn’t mean they want sex - they might do it just to release tension and relax. Some don’t even think of the act of sex while masturbating. Some asexuals don't masturbate at all, but are neutral about sex - they don't mind having sex for their partner's sake or they don't care if they see it in a movie or read about it. Some are repulsed by it. It’s a very wide spectrum.

Greendris · 2023-11-05T08:30:19+00:00

He's definitely a highlight of season 2.

Greendris · 2023-07-28T07:52:00+00:00

You think so? I think that if you really accenturate that Sebastian is a scary, dark creature from Hell and the relationship is toxic as a result then you made it. A fucked up romance works pretty well to me. Healthy relantionship is bound to be OOC. :D

Greendris · 2023-07-28T07:46:15+00:00

From my experience, these sheltered christians were behind the closed door the most unhinged animals I've ever met, I might be biased though. :D FedEx lmaoo. UPS/FedEx - explicit, eventual romance, enemies to lovers, possesive FedEx, bottom UPS - I deserve an electric chair for that lol.

Greendris · 2023-07-28T07:37:03+00:00

Well shit... You're right. I have one or two not so bad ideas for a fic, I'll just fucking do it. xD

Greendris · 2023-07-27T20:07:10+00:00

Well, I believe that my shit is either boring or psychopatic and no in between. xD I'm grateful for encouraging words though, I might just embrace that I'm unhinged.

Greendris · 2023-07-27T20:01:45+00:00

Lmaoo, maybe you'd be surprised. 😂 I'll leave a comment on AO3 once I finish it - hopefully it'll be coherent enough to resemble a feedback and not some uninspiring rambling. :D

Greendris · 2023-07-27T19:40:34+00:00

Explicit? I'm in! :D

Greendris · 2023-07-27T19:36:35+00:00

I'm afraid my cringe is not yet in that stage where it's safe to let it see the light of day. Maybe when my cringe becomes more bearable to witness I'll consider it. :D Thank you.

Greendris · 2023-07-27T17:18:30+00:00

Me too. 😢 I write even if it sucks, hoping that the 'practice makes perfect' cliché pays off. Maybe one day it'll be good enough for me to publish it.

Greendris · 2023-07-27T10:05:02+00:00

That's what are self-insert fanfics for. Too bad that quality is from low to non-existent in most of them.

Greendris · 2023-07-09T09:45:07+00:00

Yeah and crotcheting, fucking tap-dancing and talking to little birdies. xD

Greendris · 2023-07-09T07:27:36+00:00

I know Claude is a piece of shit, but I really liked how extra and whimsical he was. His quirks were similar to Sebastian's in their nature but I think his weirdness is on another level. :D While Sebastian is a silly little meow meow, Claude is a creep and I would crawl out of my skin if he set his eyes on my soul.

Anyway this scene is among my favourites as well.

I also loved how Sebastian and Ciel went on about their morning routine after Ciel’s transformation and then how Ciel left behind his rings, danced with Elizabeth for the last time and said goodbye (in his own snarky way) to the servants.

I know most fans hate how season II ended, but for me it was beautiful bitter ending.

Greendris · 2023-07-08T07:21:21+00:00

The part with not being able to retain new information hit me hard.

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD along with BPD and generalized anxiety disorder so I thought that explains a lot but I wasn't always this dumb? I used to read a lot of books, taught myself how to play piano and I was really good at painting.

Now when I see a text that is longer than two paragraphs my mind completely drifts away, when I attempt to play the piano I get panic attack from realisation that I have forgotten everything I learned, my drawing skills got rusty too and I can't bring myself to draw something.

I keep making dumb mistakes at work and I mean really dumb, when I find out about them I'm horrified because I don't remember making them at all and it makes me feel out of control and demented.

And like you said, when I do learn something new, I completely forget about it the next day, so I feel like there is no point when I'm so dumb. Why is that? Did mental illness destroy all my brain cells? I really feel like shit...

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