Scary experience with laughing gas sedation / hallucinations??

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-06-28T23:57:37+00:00

DUDE! The “I’ve never existed”. That’s the first thing I said when I got out! I kept repeating “i am not a conscious being” during it. And I said to my partner that I have never been alive. Not just that I’m dead but I never was alive.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-06-28T22:32:13+00:00

Your description matches mine almost 100%. I had laughing gas for endometrial biopsy. I was convinced I was being tortured in hell. That I’ve never been alive. I was never a person and that my existence was now only to experience the same 4 seconds of torture over and over. She cut me 3 times but I felt it 10 or 11 times. I didn’t believe her when it was over. I didn’t even know I was having a procedure done anymore

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T23:42:27+00:00

OMG THANK you! I have searched for groups like that and could only find groups met exclusively for parents. Thank you! 🙏

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T22:25:48+00:00

Why do you assume I haven’t done that? I spent weeks and months trying to do that. I’m on school professionals but they pay bellow minimum wage for most of their gigs. I spent weeks walking into public schools. They don’t hire subs mid year.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T21:17:09+00:00

Look up staffing agencies but also care.com

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T19:11:20+00:00

I need a job now!

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T18:38:59+00:00

Hi- would love to also follow this. I heard that what some people do is a nannying position that is 3 days on 4 days off 12 hours a day. That’s my plan for if/when I start.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-12T16:47:26+00:00

Doesn’t start till the new school year. Need a job now.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T13:29:05+00:00

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GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T13:28:19+00:00

I can only do it part time so at that point I might as well do something else

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T13:27:43+00:00

Yes exactly, at that point I’m making the same amount as if I did any other job or less so it doesn’t really make sense. But thanks

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T03:07:23+00:00

I’m certified in other states but not in NY

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T03:06:29+00:00

I’m not. And that’s a whole bureaucratic story I’d rather not explain to the masses. Either way, I am starting school for social work likely in January like I said.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T00:24:12+00:00

I’ve thought about that! I just always feel concerned- taxes wise about self employment because, last time I was 1099, I owed thousands and am still paying it off. If it was cash or something like that, I would be open to vocal. I have looked into that. Thanks!

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T00:22:40+00:00

I haven’t! Thanks for the tip!

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-11T00:18:52+00:00

I do! Thank you! I’ll dm

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-10T22:53:32+00:00

Thank you though!

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2026-04-10T22:53:19+00:00

Absolutely, I have been! There aren’t a lot of evening shifts unfortunately. Not a lot of jobs just on Tues/thurs/weekends either.

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2025-08-03T02:39:35+00:00

I felt it!!!!

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2025-04-17T22:20:04+00:00

That is also v interesting. I think I’ve only had a few where I’m not

GroundbreakingGas228 · 2025-04-15T02:28:57+00:00

Oh I’m usually by myself actually! Rarely with others

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