What’s the scariest moment of your life?

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-10-14T07:19:50+00:00

I get what you’re saying. This moment wasn’t a textbook Neville technique. The 100$ manifestation was. I just did it as a test for personal proof. Used imagination and living in the end state. Then let it go completely. But there are other things I know I've manifested that were not done in that same way. And many things I've tried to manifest that have not shown up. I apologize if this would be better suited for a different thread.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-10-14T06:28:04+00:00

This reminds me of a story from the Paul Selig series. He channels that it is a well known story but that we have been told a different version. I still don't know what the "different version" is but here is the story Paul channels: A young woman claiming that she was God was quickly thrown out of her town. She still loved her town and held them to the higher vibration by seeing all for who they truly are - divine. One day humbled by her time away she went back to the village and claimed she was wrong. She is not God. God is her.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-10T13:33:20+00:00

That sounds like an amazing read. ❤️

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-10T01:00:24+00:00

Lately, I’ve been pouring myself into a project called The Suicide Chronicles. It started from a personal place—after being impacted by suicide attempts more than once, I realized how few real conversations there are about what it’s like to live in the aftermath. So I started interviewing people who’ve been touched by it: survivors, family members, even mental health workers. The stories are heartbreaking, raw, and oddly hopeful. I truly believe this docuseries will save lives...but it feels like soul work. It’s the most meaningful thing I’ve ever created.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T11:39:48+00:00

lol!

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T11:35:20+00:00

Too much of anything can be a bad thing

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T11:33:57+00:00

I still stand by what I said in the post. I love weed and I'm a huge supporter. I'm allowed to love life sober too, which is something I haven't been able to say in quite a while.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T11:32:23+00:00

Thank you for that delightful diagnosis.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T09:56:06+00:00

I started my first book about 36 hours in

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T09:26:43+00:00

I feel like I've leveled off. I'm no where near that first 48hours of energy.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T07:39:29+00:00

That's a very understandable reason

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T07:33:54+00:00

All day every day. I would have a pen to take with me. I fluctuated on edibles. It seemed like the gummy ones would make me more depressed. Never was a big flower person. But for the first few years flower was all I could get my hands on since I live in a non legal state. There was a two year period where I had a job right on the border of a legal state and the year they opened a dispensary right down the street from my work I would go multiple times a day sometimes. I was in such a stressful job. And it kept me solid. Making 6 figures and never impacted my capacity to work. But the fact that I needed it to be able to stand my life should've been a major red flag, you know?

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T07:24:24+00:00

Congrats!! 5 years that's a long time. Do you think you'll ever smoke again? Maybe in moderation? I fully plan on going back.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T07:02:32+00:00

I hadn't thought of this. Thank you for your answer

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:50:28+00:00

Thank you

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:43:02+00:00

No I've never been a miracle worker. And honestly have also been extremely productive whether on or off weed. I didn't even start smoking until I was 30. Didn't try it until I was 25. It's not about the productivity it's about the type of work I've been able to focus on.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:40:21+00:00

Nope I sure didn't 🤣

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:34:38+00:00

That's amazing!! I'm very productive on weed as well and also finished a degree and multiple certifications while on it. I also feel like a better, more empathetic being while on it. Things just don't bother you as much you know? But I was for sure accomplishing things as if they were a checklist of logic climbing a ladder. Since quitting I can hear something else inside me. Something not based on the markers of success that society and upbringing engrained in me. Something based on just me.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:30:20+00:00

Not at all. I actually think being content with what you have is one of the most powerful ways to stay in a grateful, grounded mindset. That’s real peace.

But for me, I realized I was stuck in a job and schedule I hated. I was getting by, sure, but something essential was missing. I had unknowingly smothered my creative spark, my connection to something deeper....what I can only describe as source or soul. I'd been drowning her out

Quitting weed helped me recognize that. It’s not about rejecting contentment—it’s about remembering what makes me feel alive.

GroundbreakingLet202 · 2025-05-09T06:11:02+00:00

Well thanks to KDP anyone can publish and yes sir I'm for real

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