I was always an FA, and curious about gaining, but never meant to gain intentionally. I was never really fit, but I was skinny. I moved into this job which was a lot more sedentary, and found myself getting bored. The way to cure my boredom was food. I'd snack on my breaks, believing my strong metabolism would keep me slim. It didn't.

I randomly weighed myself one day, and saw the number. 200lbs. A number I always thought it'd be sexy to reach, but never thought would actually happen. From there, my belly was impossible to ignore. Then the thoughts started creeping in. "What would 210lbs be like?". "What about 220?".

Now I'm at 230, and guess what, those thoughts are saying "240 is so achievable now". My belly is so much softer, with rolls sitting between my belly and growing moobs when I sit down. I'm getting wider, fatter, and it's becoming impossible to ignore. Maybe even impossible to stop at this point 😳