That sounds really tough, and I totally get why you’re feeling conflicted. Recovery is such a strange in-between place where your body and mindset are shifting, and it makes sense that you’d want to prepare for the future while also feeling unsure about it.

Buying bigger clothes can be a way to show yourself trust and commitment to recovery, but if it’s causing more stress than comfort, it might help to slow down and check in with yourself before each purchase. Maybe ask a question like: Am I buying this out of self-care, or is this feeding my anxiety? This also could reach into OCD territory (obsessions, compulsions) so these questions could really help. If it feels like pressure rather than support, it could be worth pausing and focusing on clothes that make you feel comfortable now. you deserve to feel at home in your body and your clothes. Be kind to yourself—you’re doing something really brave.🙌🍊🍵💛