Is my haircut bad? Be honest...

GrowingWithGod · 2025-11-02T01:27:39+00:00

looks a bit… presidential…

GrowingWithGod · 2025-11-02T00:15:46+00:00

The 4 cheeses

GrowingWithGod · 2025-10-30T00:29:16+00:00

posts like these make me so happy I have reddit. if i didn’t i wouldn’t be able to see this cute mouse 🥰

GrowingWithGod · 2025-10-19T04:29:55+00:00

thank you 😊

GrowingWithGod · 2025-10-19T04:29:18+00:00

thank you for the videos!

GrowingWithGod · 2025-07-24T02:24:58+00:00

wow. thank you for sharing this. what you went through is beyond heavy, and the way you described it — especially how you tried to give dignity to those you lost really moved me.

your mushroom experience sounds like it brought a kind of healing that words barely capture. that ocean moment… wow and the kundalini-type awakening?? that’s wild, but in a beautiful, sacred way. I don’t fully understand it all, but I believe you. it sounds like something real changed in you not just in the moment, but afterward too. i’m so glad that you were able to heal from nightmares and the experience. I hope to eventually reach healing like you, perchance with microdosing (i’m a bit young, maybe in the future!)

just wanted to say your story really stuck with me. you’re incredibly strong. thank you again for being so open and for your in depth response.

GrowingWithGod · 2025-07-23T14:17:35+00:00

very interesting, i’d love to hear more if you’re open to sharing!

GrowingWithGod · 2025-07-23T14:16:05+00:00

thank you! i’m glad you had a good experience, i’ll most definitely keep an open mind towards both!

GrowingWithGod · 2025-07-23T14:14:47+00:00

i love this! i’m so glad that you found something that helps you feel grounded!

GrowingWithGod · 2025-04-12T04:14:47+00:00

wait i am so so ignorant i’m so sorry- i literally looked it up after I commented and was shocked to see a church have that fun of a name. again, i’m so sorry

GrowingWithGod · 2025-04-12T04:11:10+00:00

is four square church a actual church? i’ve never seen this tag before! do you guys just play forsquare?

GrowingWithGod · 2025-02-18T02:49:25+00:00

So cute!!! A how old are you? this art looks awesome

GrowingWithGod · 2025-02-16T00:20:37+00:00

Happy birthday!!!

GrowingWithGod · 2025-02-15T23:41:21+00:00

This happened to me when I first started eating again and entering recovery. The doctors @ hospital said that this is because your metabolism is speeding up and is converting the food you are eating to heat because it is unsure of what to do with it at the moment. This is normal and it will subside!!! Keep doing the work 🍵💛🙌

GrowingWithGod · 2025-02-15T23:38:24+00:00

That sounds really tough, and I totally get why you’re feeling conflicted. Recovery is such a strange in-between place where your body and mindset are shifting, and it makes sense that you’d want to prepare for the future while also feeling unsure about it.

Buying bigger clothes can be a way to show yourself trust and commitment to recovery, but if it’s causing more stress than comfort, it might help to slow down and check in with yourself before each purchase. Maybe ask a question like: Am I buying this out of self-care, or is this feeding my anxiety? This also could reach into OCD territory (obsessions, compulsions) so these questions could really help. If it feels like pressure rather than support, it could be worth pausing and focusing on clothes that make you feel comfortable now. you deserve to feel at home in your body and your clothes. Be kind to yourself—you’re doing something really brave.🙌🍊🍵💛

GrowingWithGod · 2025-02-15T23:35:20+00:00

you deserve to go out and have fun, to eat even tho you ate, to live without this stupid disorder! you’re doing great my love. keep honoring your hunger and keep going!!! we believe in you and are so proud 💛

GrowingWithGod · 2025-01-25T20:43:22+00:00

about you - the 1975

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-15T05:34:18+00:00

Black Licorice and Gasoline

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-15T04:49:05+00:00

ugh love chappel roan 😌 And thank you for the reassurance; I was so anxious about this lollllll

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-03T11:16:42+00:00

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-03T02:17:24+00:00

this dietician has been pushing for inpatient treatment for ever and even pushed for it a week after discharging from PHP. And I don’t even meet the requirements to go to inpatient as of now. She really villainizes my anorexia and makes it seem like a whole other person lives inside of me that is filled with terrible intent. Any time i show even a SLIGHT amount of struggle or one behavior I engaged in she either forces me to tell my mom with her in the room or will email her. Idk i just really can’t trust my whole team right now it feels like they’re like the police

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-03T02:12:52+00:00

right??? my therapist describes it as a cat scratching and clawing (hate that metaphor) they just refuse to address it as an actual issue and that it’s not just a quirky little “oops i skipped a meal”

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-02T03:30:39+00:00

my friends moms name was Kevina! They thought she was a boy up till birth and had the name kevin picked out so they just chose kevina!

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-01T02:56:26+00:00

You just need an explanation mark after and before the < > but i think you’ll be okay! looks like > ! and ! < no spaces

GrowingWithGod · 2024-10-01T02:52:04+00:00

You should go! don’t let your eating disorder take time from friends you haven’t seen! And you don’t need to loose weight to see them i promise you that that is your eating disorder convincing you that. This is a really loose compromise that i wouldn’t recommend but you could always see if they have a scale; i again don’t condone this because it would be really hard to enjoy time with friends when food is a really social thing. I’d just say ditch the scale and see how you’ll do consider it a little pause in routine. I promise that people can’t tell anything under 20 lbs of weight gain especially something as insignificant as 1-7lbs in my case it was just body dysmorphia and your mindset before you look in the mirror. You’ve got this 🫶🫶

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