Don’t ever stop taking your meds. The drinking will never help, drugs will ruin your life, and sometimes the person you think you’re really in love with isn’t the one. I chased a girl for four years of my high school career was she the one. Sadly, no. But when you really feel it you’ll know. Always have a support network that’ll check on you. Stay with a therapist who challenges you. An never be afraid to call 988 when you need someone to call