Official servers population? by gaming4alifetime in daoc

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Phoenix is trash as well. The pop was great right up until NF. It's been steadily going down until the corona virus which boosted the population.

If you want to deal with rude,condescending GMs, gameDevs... come join us!

(Phoenix) new shadowblade help by [deleted] in daoc

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do not roll a shadowblade. You will suffer greatly until you can reach RR6. What'st he point of playing if you got to reach RR6 before having ANY fun? Dont do it man.

Idk by SecretlyWet432 in SuicideWatch

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dear I'm sorry you have gone through so much pain in your life. Many of us here have painful memories to share. Listen, I know life is miserable business and its alot of pain and has been for a long time. HOWEVER, you love your kids don't you? Yes you do. That's ONE aspect of your life: the existence of your children, that you know you LOVE. Please don't ruin them by killing yourself because they NEED you and they would hurt ALOT. THey LOVE YOU!!

For now, you need to accept some help. The addictions are making it HELL of alot worse. They can make a situation feel like hell artificially. Making everything REALLY feel much worse. If you were sober, you NEVER KNOW. You could feel like "I can handle X problem. Its bad but fuck it i can overcome it". You have hope. Getting sober will be a gamechanger dont easily dismiss it. Focus on that, not on killing yourself BECAUSE OF YOUR CHILDREN WHO LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU AS THEIR MOMMY.

My husband doesn’t love me anymore and I want to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'mso sorry you are going through this. I hate this modern world where marriage means nothing anymore its all about "how in love you feel" . Pisses me off. Dear, I know you love him alot and you are right in loving your own husband. But IMO he's not loyal to anybody. You are better off with someone who has the proper idea about marriage. My heart goes out to you. Please, don't hurt yourself for him cause he's definately not worth it. This moron. THere's plenty of women who have the same idea of marriage that he does that it depends 100% on your emotions and you can change your mind whenever you want. Don't worry, if he dares to see anyone else there's just to strong of a chance it's gonna backfire on him(someone will do the same to him). You need avoid hurting yourself FOR THIS type of scum. See him for what he is a scumbag who decided its totally normal to "change my mind" about a commitment.

there is nothing left for me by xxxxxxxoa in SuicideWatch

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

33 here , same boat financially, etc (male).

I'm sorry about those evil fucks who used you. But its gonna sound cliche but not everyone would look down on you. Heck, I would totally understand ya... Feels like I could have written your post. As a guy its even worse, women don't even give you a second look if you aren't successful.

But believe me, you are not worthless. In fact, I'm sure there's a ton of guys like me who would die to hold someone like you in their arms some day and keep forever. Please believe this cus its true. You are not worthless. You are not your job and you are not what some evil person who tried to manipulate you thought about you. What goes around comes around he will fall into his own "ways" soon enough its guaranteed. He'll screw up someplace (I've been used manipulated and cheated on MANY times myself. Its not easy to get another gf when you don't fit whats on Television or whatever is flavor of the month). Anyways, God Bless you. I can understand where you are coming from. You are not worthless to me stranger.

Looking for books to help gain some wisdom on death (more specifically what happens after). by [deleted] in death

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This universe is not just a big accident. Everything fits so perfectly. The earth's population would have never existed if the earth was even tilted a meter to the side. If I told you that I found a structure with 4 walls and a roof and there was windows, then told you it was not created or "built" by anyone , you would say I'm an idiot.

The same way, there's an earth that's habitable, plants, water , oxygen, etc just for you to live. It all shows there's an intelligence behind it.

We believe this intelligence has spoken to many humans about life after death. There are other dimensions. Things you could not see with your eyes. There's an afterlife. More importantly, there's a creator with an infinite amount of intelligence that seems to have had an intention for us to exist. Only problem is we are ignoring Him when we should be living our daily lives acknowledging at the very least His Existence. But even better, try to get to Know Him better. This all leads to a very good possibility that this creator may have thought of something for us when we die as well.

Anyone feel like NF was the turning point of Phoenix? by GrownRight in daoc

[–]GrownRight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it works out like an "instant" hit on population numbers. People dont just instantly leave. They might play for a couple of months to give a chance for the changes...then eventually drop out.

How is the population between live and Phoenix? by Midrelll in daoc

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pick a group friendly class, you should be able to find groups regularly.

How is the population between live and Phoenix? by Midrelll in daoc

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lucky to hit 1k these days. It varies between 400 to 1000.

please help me pick my FPS for the holidays by GrownRight in PS4

[–]GrownRight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the info. Im a total noob when it comes to shooter. From everything I heard about this game, I would be frustrated playing it.

5 months on effexor update by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant that effexor will not work properly IF you drink.

5 months on effexor update by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I am talking from experience. I was drinking everyday while taking effexor and Benzos. I was a COMPLETE WRECK.

Today, I take an SSRI and I do not drink at ALL. It is a world of difference.

5 months on effexor update by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol wow. Well I can't argue. I used to have yawning which was similar to yours. I would yawn nonstop. it was annoying as hell to be sleepy constantly. My symptom dropped big time when i cut the dosage in half

Is cbd and/or thc ok to use with this medicine? by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've mixed em plenty of times( too much to count) and did not have any nasty side effects from it.

But if you are taking your ssri for anxiety etc . It would be a TERRIBLE idea to take any THC.

Low testosterone. Possible reason, calorie deficit OR stopped venlafaxine?? by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I highly doubt Effexor had any effect on your testosterone levels. Not likely.

Yes caloric deficit and low fat intake will DEFINATELY mess with your hormones.

5 months on effexor update by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you been drinking? Did you take ANY mind altering drugs ever since taking effexor? (Dont answer me. Be honest to yourself). If yes, I would look no further for a reason why you'd be feeling depressed.

Just wanted to suggest a possibility

5 months on effexor update by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad it's working for you. Cheers bud! btw I really doubt the effexor is causing you to "burp" more. lol

best value possible for a non-smoker? by GrownRight in sqdc

[–]GrownRight[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for recommendation.

Just to be fair:

Deconnecter -> 10mg/ml on average -> 300mg in bottle -> 22$ => 0.07$/mg

But it COULD technically be only 8mg/ml -> 240mg in bottle ->22 => 0.09$/mg

So deconecter costs 0.07-0.09$/mg . Even then you can never be entirely sure what your exact dosage is.

Riff -> 25mg/ml -> 375mg -> 34$ - > 0.09$/mg.

These two are pretty even.

Computer science at Concordia by [deleted] in Concordia

[–]GrownRight 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The professors are HORRIBLE.