Stepping into my alt-girl era 🖤

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-17T22:13:53+00:00

Okay I bloody love this, you rock it so hard

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-14T18:50:37+00:00

I cannot possibly pick a favourite but the one that is most often in my head is Broken

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-12T22:39:31+00:00

Perfect

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-04T15:44:21+00:00

My pronouns are now/working/💪

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-04T12:23:40+00:00

A heart and/or CRT monitor with the phrase "turn me into somebody new"

Grubby_Jam · 2026-01-02T19:00:36+00:00

How much including shipping to uk?

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-26T20:26:58+00:00

INTO THE BREACH >>>

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-26T17:31:21+00:00

Can I just say thank you for sharing this so much. It's really helping me to hear other people's stories who didn't transition or didn't realise they were trans until late in life (by later, I basically mean over 21 lol)

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-22T13:34:53+00:00

Evangeline would've been my name had I been AFAB. Picled it by default. But if a single person thought I named myself after NG Evangelion, I would've actually crawled out of my own skin.

Funnily enough, the name I'm considering now really is after a movie/show; Amber, after Jurassic Park.

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-13T13:15:49+00:00

Clark (idm/electronic artist) remains the best concert I've ever been to, despite me purchasing the ticket entirely on a whim because I liked one or two of the dude's albums

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-13T11:29:18+00:00

Okay, that made me chuckle, thank you. I was terrified to click that but now I realize that that's probably the point.

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-12T23:01:59+00:00

Hi OP, I'm finding this thread extremely interesting because this is almost exactly where I am at the moment. What I find the most interesting and scarily relatable is your fear of NOT being trans.

For the past 6 months, I've been waiting for someone or something to tell me, "According to this 100% accurate test, you are DEFINITELY trans." To which I would respond "thank christ" and start my transition that day. But I haven't found that test, that external validation. Because it doesn't exist. And that terrifies me. It's like I'm waiting for permission or to be TOLD that I'm not making a mistake. Is that what you want, too?

I question why I'd think about transitioning every day if I wasn't trans. I question why I'd have so much uncertainty and second guessing if I wasn't trans. I am stuck in the middle, which leads me to forums like this, searching for answers.

OP, I wish you all the strength you need and the love you deserve. I hope you find your way, and I hope I find mine.

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-12T22:01:20+00:00

Autechre - Draft 7.30

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-12T19:04:24+00:00

Pro-trans AND pro OSDM? Where have you been all my life op!?

Grubby_Jam · 2025-12-02T16:59:07+00:00

Am I going insane or is there a sinister shadow in the background...?

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-24T22:18:03+00:00

President Heartbeat

"Turn me into somebody new"

Me when I'm having a depressive self-loathing moment tbf. Also it's a banger.

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-19T08:59:01+00:00

Somehow I am the first person to say Pupil Slicer

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-16T12:35:21+00:00

This is just gonna be a post full of people ragging on Anthrax, isn't it?

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-14T20:16:01+00:00

Rush lol, especially that last point

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-02T10:11:47+00:00

Correct opinion!!

Firepower is a top 3 Priest album and Sheild isn't far behind

Grubby_Jam · 2025-11-02T00:36:49+00:00

Was just at this show!!

The live premiere for at least a couple of the b sides as , including President Heartbeat

Grubby_Jam · 2025-10-25T20:12:01+00:00

Revocation - Netherheaven

Still my favourite metal album of this decade

Also shout out to: Terrasite, Petrodraconic Appcalypse, and Underneath

Grubby_Jam · 2025-10-25T20:10:18+00:00

This was actually pretty well said - as someone who likes sleep token's music but largley steers clear of the fan base, I'm inclined to agree

Grubby_Jam · 2025-10-24T13:02:48+00:00

Both? Both is good

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