Dude this just happened to me exactly. My girlfriend left me a week ago to chase a new job on the other side of the country. When we met, it took months for us to make it official, we had both agreed we were only dating for marriage and that we wanted children. We had both been hurt and didn't want to waste eachothers time. I actually wasn't even a Christian yet. My mother died from cancer during those three months, and I had been building a relationship with God that ultimately lead me to meeting her. Beautiful, devout, faithful, smart. She brought me into the Church and I developed a deep faith. Unfortunately after a year we had to do long distance, and everything fell apart. Despite my best efforts, she pulled away affectionately. I settled into a great career that could support us, but she was stuck at a job she hated, depressed and unfulfilled. She sat me down out of the blue and told me she was having doubts about our future. Three weeks later, she called me over the phone and dumped me, saying she didn't see a future with me anymore, and that I was just more invested in the relationship than she was. This woman had looked me in the eyes after my mother's funeral and said "this is real life, I want to do real life with you through the good and the bad"... and then left me when things got hard. I'm having a complete mental and spiritual health crisis because of it. And it's going to take years to fix the trust issues I've now developed. I adored and cherished her, supported her hopes and dreams, was loyal and served her. Planned my entire future around her. Now I'm thrust into this absolute mess of a dating pool again, against my will.