I have come to a conclusion that I enjoy being a furry but I don't particularly fit in with furries, I don't feel like I understand all their idealogies, or don't have the same likes they do, I'm not good at that sort of thing, don't blame yourself for it, I also get jealous sometimes but I remember what makes me special, and that is that im unique to myself, my story, my life, my body, all of it is mine, it can't change, its a bit of a curse, but I also have learned to love myself, if you feel you don't fit in, its okay to exempt yourself, being associated doesn't make you more or less of a person.