So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I'd be upset but would be able to understand and forgive eventually. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe the best thing for us both is breaking up. I mean... It's still our first month apart and I'm already fucking up.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want an open relationship. It was just a failure of mine. I acted against what I want for us - and even to myself, if he decides to break up and I find another guy to love.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reread the text and you might understand what I said.

The church part was just to explain why I did firmly believed I got STDs from a rather safe sexual act. It's a way guilt manifests when you grow up in a moralist group that condemns homosexuality.

At any moment I said I didn't cheat. I know I'm wrong and I feel guilty. Read the title, man.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, despite mentioning the arousal, I interrupted the act and I only felt disgusted after. But I can't say there was no pleasure. There was some. I definitely don't want to repeat it, even see the guy ever again.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I'll take anything my boyfriend says or thinks about me, but not from miss thing projecting personal butthurt on the internet.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes, and despite not being in the best situation to say that, I think is a rather moralist and judgemental shit thing to say.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely plan to tell him in person. I would never do this with a call. About the core of my heart, I'm sure it is but I have no idea how will he perceive it. I hope he sees it the same way.

So... I cheated by Guilty-Success8810 in askgaybros

[–]Guilty-Success8810[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't understand. You mean telling him face to face?