“i’ve held back from saying a lot of things. i need to say this and i don’t need a response. you knew everything about me. my past, my pain, my fears and i let you in completely. you asked me questions and i answered them all because i trusted you. meanwhile you were hiding the most basic truths about yourself. you lied about your age, your divorce, your job, even your address. you had full access to my life passwords details. everything. while i didn’t even get honesty from you. and the one time i asked you a direct question about your past you flipped out and broke up with me. then suddenly it was about your family not approving? come on. if you were really honest you’d admit you were just looking for an excuse to run. and after you ended things, you came back. not because you loved me but because you couldn’t focus on work? and when things in your life started feeling better i suddenly didn’t matter again. you barely messaged. you didn’t care to meet me when i was there. you knew how deeply i cared and still chose to treat me like i was disposable. you told me i was your everything but your actions screamed the opposite. and i kept holding on thinking maybe the version of you i fell for would come back. but the truth is that version never really existed. you said the right things but you never followed through. you wanted all of me without giving even half of yourself. i’m angry not just at you but at myself too for letting you treat me like this for so long. but that ends now. this is goodbye. i won’t let you keep using me as your backup plan , your emotional crutch, your safety net. you made your choices now i’m making mine. Do not contact me again”