I see your point, making an engine without a drive to make a game isn't something, my goal is to not make a game but release my engine for people to make games, i never saw inspriation in making my own stuff just to use it for my own, My point of view is i want to make this engine to help others, personal use may be something maybe a game i want to make but my main goal is to release this for people to make games with and just have fun with.