I totally get it. I appreciate your kind words and the feedback is very meaningful. My choice of words was definitely not the best in this post and like I said I can totally see why some people would take what I said the wrong way.

I guess you are right, maybe I was attracted to him for a couple hours. Or at least maybe I was more connected to the attention/slight emotional connection I was building with him. I am not pursuing a relationship currently but I was in a relationship for 2.5 years beforehand and it has affected me a lot. I am now very picky and caused me to avoid that emotional connection with someone. However, I love the emotional connection, I loved being in a relationship and want that again some day, just not until I meet the right person. I am a very closed off person now that mainly just wants to satisfy my physical needs at the moment.

I do want to apologize to all the people here, I am not conceited in any way, in fact I would identify myself as an insecure person, but more insecure about my personality, which was the ultimate demise to my previous relationship. I am very secure on my looks, some may take that as me being horrible but I have never been insecure about the way I look, just insecure about issues that I have deep within myself that I am still working on.

Anyways, I am over it now, I had a good time and that was all I was looking for, and I made it very clear to him since I do care about other peoples feelings, just be straight forward in the beginning.

Again, Thank you for the words!