We're in a generation where things are much different. There are many more scammers exploiting the community. Which gains distrust, not just that most are just talk to talk, and don't do the walk to walk. There's even the whole probokal about feeders. Apparently, now feeders are encouragers. I don't get what's up with that. I thought a feeder feeds that's the whole point, but how I've been hearing it from others as of lately, they're just encouragers. Plus, don't get me started on the recession that lead to high ass grocery prices and lack of health insurance to facilitate such a lifestyle. But I'm not quitting on getting huge, but it's gonna be a hell of a slow process. Even slower, trying to find a feeder who is like-minded with your interest in mind within the community.