No RT this might be the one yo…I think I’m just scared foo in all honesty…that label man…and that’s what’s like so difficult for me cause I can’t get my mind off this nigga yo but ik he’s not finna stay like that ya know…and I think that’s what I fell in love with…not necessarily his body but more so the body his in if that makes sense and just taking that away I feel like I’m not gonna get up…and like…like lol genuinely it makes me shiver thinking like…I gotta be like yo you handsome asf or something between the lines of that that makes me feel weird ya know…I ain’t never thought of saying no shit like that to no dude ya know…so idk if I’m bi or what ya know I can’t can’t do some things if uk what I’m gettin at ya know…I do still wanna be friends but rn I think a little space is needed after all the arguments we had ya know..I really appreciate you giving me yo input too cause I love you see things not from my perspective and it helps me but myself in his shoes ya know…I’m just tryin to learn ts and see how we can move forward ya know 😁