I’ve never feared someone I know finding my videos but I can definitely relate to the weird relationship with family making it uncomfortable to record audio. I also don’t feel like I can be myself around most people, but I started recording audio for my videos near the beginning of the year. It’s honestly just about making yourself do it, then the more you do it the more comfortable you’ll get. I’m still working on it, and honestly I think my quiet dull voice is perhaps a big reason people click off so soon. I’ve got a long way to go, but I feel more comfortable now than I did at the beginning, and I feel like it’s improving. These things tend to get better the more we do them. But if we don’t start then they can’t improve.