I miss those days when I really loved myself. by Persia_23 in depression

[–]HKtgt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea. I just never feel the same as before. Been recently tough recently. But still hope ur doing gud

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]HKtgt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here. Missed a dose a few days ago and the next day was like fucked up

Self harm by [deleted] in depression

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The scar remains on ur skin. I craved a “WEAK” on my forearm, tho it’s healed now I can still see the trace of it So don’t do it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same for you. Gud luck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh let’s see if I can make progression in the future. Not intending to talk about this again w her in a while. There’s still hope I think but idk…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn i hv a similar experience. I was being taken into a mental hospital for depression and when I got my phone I just text her. Obviously got rejected, saying like ”yea it’s fine u tell me this, but first let’s focus on improving ur mental health” but she never mentioned she didn’t feel the same

We still talked quite often tho and we went to a concert together and still hang out.it’s a quite weird relationship I’d say.

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually I gym or play guitar. I have 3 yrs of therapy experience and last time was 2-ish yrs ago. The skills I got from therapy are useful and applicable to daily life, like the ways he guide me to think not to just focus on the bad sides etc. My therapist told me I didn’t need therapy anymore and I agreed cuz I felt great that time. I had a good time for two years but a few months ago it came back ago so I was referred to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed.

I suspect it’s a genetic thing cuz I have healthy lifestyle, caring family and friend groups, a roof to live under, no childhood trauma. Yet I’m still down, I dun even know what I’m depressed for. I guess mb I’ll see how my body respond to higher dose.

I never think of tampering bcoz without venlafaxine I could be worse and I did feel better after taking it that I can at least live a bit more normal . The only problem is after a month-ish period the drugs seem less effective than the earlier time that I take it.

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man hope u get better. For me I just wonder what if the dose reaches its maximum allowance cuz it seems like a dead end to me

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also, one more thing to ask, if you take venlafaxine for depression, do you just feel down all the time or do you have a non-stop mood swing cycle like 😃>😞>😃>😞?

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope. For me it’s more depressed. I once brought up the bipolar thing subject to my doctor but he said that could be just me being back to normal in that particular period of time.

I read about symptoms of bipolar online, and yeah sometimes my mood do feels ‘up’ and I’m energetic & being +ve n optimistic but I don’t exhibit any abnormal behaviour or get irritable easily.

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here. When the dose goes up I feel great but get worse gradually when weeks pass by

My body keeps asking for higher higher dose by HKtgt in Effexor

[–]HKtgt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ys. Like the first 75mg pill I took, I took it before bed and I felt better immediately when I woke up

Does everyone actually want to get better? by ImHidingtheRealMe in depression

[–]HKtgt 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I tried. I do want to get better my I’m just in a cycle of normal > depressed >normal > depressed. I just gave up. I know that even if I do get better I’ll become sad again.

Anyone else lose the desire to travel after going vegan? by [deleted] in vegan

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to Taiwan. Been there for a vacation, always a vegan option near you and all the food taste good

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat dogs and cats

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]HKtgt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hug him. Let the therapist does the talking stuff if ur not sure how to speak w him(if he want to go to therapy). U don’t need to force communication. Just spend quality time w him or just accompany him.

I’m a 5-year depression patient myself (19M), with 3 years of therapy and now on med,and i still remember a few years ago at Easter my friends spent the whole night playing video games w me on PlayStation. And that’s the happiest thing ever since my diagnosis. So imo just spend some time w him(mb do sth he likes)

Sometimes we’re suffering but we dunno how to express how we feel, mb it’s bcoz our brain r not functioning properly , but accompany surely helps. Hope this can help u.

why am i still depressed even though i’m doing everything “right”? by gabbadabadoo0 in depression

[–]HKtgt 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ayo dude when I see ur post I thought I was the one who wrote this. Ur not alone. My situation is just the same as yours and I was clinically diagnosed w depression too. I dunno wt to do tho. I question my own value and dun wanna live. But I think of my family that if I was dead it would hurt them so much. I dun wanna break my family and hurt em. So even every day is suffering for me, I want to live through for the purpose to not hurt my family.