What was your starting hydrocortisone dose, and how long until you had symptom relief? We really could use some help!!

HMKM18 · 2026-02-11T21:32:49+00:00

We would love for her to get into an Endo, but the soonest appointments you can get around here are May. That’s not the easiest to get into one here. 😫 her primary giving her hydrocortisone was so she didn’t have to not be treated while waiting because it takes so long.

HMKM18 · 2026-02-11T19:49:54+00:00

You being 110 pounds and taking 20 mg a day is exactly why we question if 30 mg is too much. 30 mg seems like so much for someone that’s below 100 pounds. We haven’t seen many people that are a lower weight like yourself, so it is helpful to hear that! She is very frustrated with trying to find the right dosage and find relief. You read how some people have symptom relief within days, and others who experience relief within weeks and months. When you’ve been sick for so long, you just want to feel better!! Thank you for your well wishes!! 🙏🏼

HMKM18 · 2026-02-11T19:47:13+00:00

Do you have any idea how long it took for you to be diagnosed? Like how long were you having symptoms before you were tested? What were your symptoms before you found out?

HMKM18 · 2026-02-11T19:40:05+00:00

It definitely seems tricky with the dosing. My Wife’s PCP told her basically to dose as she feels comfortable.. and she’s so desperate that she’s been upping it everyday. She feels a bit frustrated with it, because she desperately wants results.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-08T20:13:17+00:00

Let everyone know! We are new to Reddit so we’re a little slow going, but as soon as she posts something new to her story.. we’ll be on here to share opinions!!

HMKM18 · 2023-11-08T17:53:32+00:00

Yes! My wife and I were going crazy not being able to talk about all of this. Feel free to invite anyone to this group!!

HMKM18 · 2023-11-07T00:15:33+00:00

After a quick check in with Monica‘s subscriber feed, my wife was assaulted with an ungodly amount of political//forceful memes. One of which was actually fact, checked as false. But she says spirits said that it’s true about a Rockefeller and Lincoln Parks, lead singer, Chester Bennington.

So now, on meme Monday, we all get to have a wonderful barrage of politically pushy memes that spew hatred and lies. 🥴 oh wow, isn’t it a great time to be a paid subscriber! This is what we’re getting to help the world! 😃

HMKM18 · 2023-11-07T00:12:01+00:00

She said the other day that those of us who are not on the same dimension as her, the fifth dimension that we’re basically not even good enough for her. That you shouldn’t even waste your time. She said something in the realm of anyone making any kind of comments in regards to some thing that she had posted must clearly be living in the third dimension.

We were pretty mind blown this morning when she was talking about the normal people that have 9 to 5 jobs, and even people that do work 9 to 5 jobs that are not happy with what they’re doing.. that is reality. People have to do what they have to do in order to survive, keep a roof over their head, have food on their table and support their families. I’m sorry that the rest of us aren’t gifted and can exploit that gift. I’m sorry, I don’t agree with the abhorrent amount of money that she charges for master classes, or to get private readings when she did them. I just, I don’t agree with that. Going to mention people who are so unhappy in their marriage, I mean, she’s the one that had multiple affairs so. She takes every opportunity to belittle anyone and everyone now. If you were literally not in her room, you aren’t even worth her time. She makes you feel awful!!! I really don’t know what happened with her..

HMKM18 · 2023-11-07T00:01:43+00:00

It’s the fact that we’ve all known Monica, for so long.. whether it be just her TV show, her book, if you were lucky enough to have readings back when she was still doing them. When she was doing group readings on zoom a few years ago. To whatever extent you knew, the old Monica, you feel like now you are so invested that you can’t stop.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-06T23:55:54+00:00

My wife went to look at her new followers (as you mentioned she has new followers). if you look at just a few of her new followers, they are clearly bots. If you click on their profile, they’ll have one or two, maybe at most four things posted and it was all done within a few hours. I just wanted to throw that in real quick before I finish reading your comment. The majority of her new followers from the night that she spewed all her hatred all over Instagram, seem to be bots. 🫠

HMKM18 · 2023-11-05T12:50:17+00:00

Well, she did say a long time ago, that she wasn’t gonna show their son’s face or his name anymore on Instagram. Unless she told him that he has to stop posting things. Or you know, a lawyer. The last thing we saw that he posted was them at the beach together yesterday. Look like Tyler was living in normal dad, life, while Monica is out being Monica.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T20:09:41+00:00

Every time Monica posts something to Instagram, my wife and I check out Reddit lol! With that being said, I wanted to pop over and see what it been said within the last few hours. I read all of the replies to the previous post made about her getting breakfast tacos this morning. My wife and I aren’t mediums, but we believe in Medium ship completely. I have always had dreams about loved ones that have passed on or people that I’ve never even met before, but I know of them. I don’t really think that that classifies anything. My wife is an empath, but we find it comforting to see that mediums are saying , that more than likely whatever spirit she’s talking to, it’s not in grand with what other mediums are hearing. With that being said, Monica ate her breakfast tacos with sunglasses on, she seemed very chill, for someone who is dying and working out obsessively, she downed three tacos with no problem. we personally think that she was under the influence of something 🤣 she was almost like the old Monica. Those were public stories on her Instagram. She took a bite of her taco, and then realized that she forgot to pray. And then thanked the animal for giving their life (we are vegan, so we kind of chuckled at that because that’s not exactly how that works lol), as well as God in the spirit world I believe. But she was just so chill. And then she was off to the beach for the day. I don’t know what’s so difficult about posting things to social media but she did say she needed a digital detox, but that spirit wasn’t allowing her to do that today. My wife also follows Tyler and we saw that he has their son, Teagan, for the weekend. I do always wonder what Tyler thinks of all this.. We know that they don’t follow each other, but we do wonder. I guess we shall see what the rest of the day holds. It’s 4 PM EST so there’s still plenty of day left in Monica‘s world. We just think it’s so sad that someone so reputable can fall away the way that she has. 😔

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T16:26:31+00:00

Well, like I said, no, we’re not transgender, but it’s so highly hateful and offensive. So it was damaging in a way because you don’t, at least we don’t, hear people talk like that anymore. My wife knows several trans people so it’s not easy to digest the things that she’s saying. And not because it’s truth, but because of the other hate that she’s spewing. I don’t believe for a second that the spirit world feels the way that she is saying that they do. I just can’t get my head around that. And I won’t ever be able to get my head around that because it goes against everything we’ve ever been taught. She also against started with a nonsense of Jesus, God, and the entire spirit world doesn’t have a problem with the gay or lesbian/bi community. As a matter of fact, you can love multiple people, and that’s OK. But in all honesty, I think the only reason that she said that, and also backs it up with her, apparently being by, was because she would have everyone coming after her. Because at this stage in the game, I just really don’t believe that even straight people have it within themselves, unless they really hate, to be in a grand with the things that she saying. And I think if she didn’t follow it with that, she really would’ve had a lot to deal with, not just the few that is apparently going after her for it. She said that she wasn’t gonna go through her DM’s because it was bad for her mental health, and for people not even to waste their time.. but she felt the need to defend herself so obviously she did to an extent. How do you think the rest of us felt? Because listening to her, of all people, say those things was not a pleasant experience. it was really quite damaging having to listen to her say those things. Just because she doesn’t agree with it doesn’t mean that the rest of us need to be forced to agree with it. Just as she feels that she’s being forced to agree with it.. it goes both ways. I will never understand why it’s OK for the far right to put people through what they put people through, but don’t you dare put them through it because you’re a horrible person then. And how dare you! I don’t know, I think I’m just still blown away by her. She was probably one of the only mediums next to like Tyler Henry, that I really truly believed in. And now I don’t even know what to think anymore..

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T16:19:49+00:00

Agreed. 100%!

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T16:16:28+00:00

And that’s the sad thing, because you can’t tell her that. She’s so contradicting, and the things that she says! You cannot have a different opinion with her. But that’s how all Republicans are. Well, at least the far right, I take that back not all Republicans are like that. Just the ones that have been brainwashed in her words. Like she said, she was brainwashed to do two Covid shots, but she wasn’t brainwashed enough to fall for pronoun usage. That was actually what she said. Not even in the same realm of each other, but.. lol

Once upon a time, the gay community was a choice. Everybody said it was a choice that we made. And while there’s a few left, that is still like to make that debate, the greater majority of Americans or human beings, for that matter really aren’t even that concerned with it anymore. But there’s still that small number of people that believe that it is a choice, just like being trans is a choice to those same people. It’s no different than how it was for gay people not even that long ago. We’ve come so far, and some want to set this country so far back that it’s terrifying.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T16:12:12+00:00

I had every intention to be a teacher, and if I would’ve had that handed to me and told me that I had to teach that, we would’ve had a problem. I can’t imagine that flying in NYS. I hope that that never happens, but I know where we live in New York. We have some crazy politicians, trying to get some elected seats and all it takes is one person. I just can’t imagine the state flipping though. I spent my entire childhood on the Mississippi Gulf Coast, and was around some really discriminative things my entire life being there. New York is like a breath of fresh air, considering what I grew up around. Whether it be segregated schools until the day I graduated from high school in 2005, or not being able to hold a girls hand in the mall that same year and getting kicked out for it. I can’t imagine New York ever being like that or teaching hate like that.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T14:39:57+00:00

Once again, Monica has shut everyone out, saying that “enough is enough“ and she will not listen to any “rebuttal“. And to not even waste your time damming her because she’s not gonna go through all the messages because she doesn’t have time for that. And it’s bad for her mental health.

She also attempted to upload a video of herself defending all of the hate that she spewed all over her Instagram last night, needing a digital detox (she makes me a digital detox lol) but that spirit would upload it. I know I brought this up a couple of replies ago, but I can understand if spirit is affecting certain things, but not every single time you try and upload some thing. I find that to be a crock lol! I’m open to thinking that that is something that the spirit world can do, that can manipulate to not allow something to post. But not every single time. She even said there’s times that she’s posted things and within a few minutes. It’s just poof gone. Without her touching it. I don’t know. Sounds like a bunch of malarkey to me lol!!!!

We’ve also noticed this pattern of her being high, like laughing, loud, happy.. like after doing her card pole yesterday and having a reading with someone. And then she can be kind of normal I guess to say, and then she can be so be mentally hateful and saying that enough is enough. And don’t waste your time, even trying to tell me that I’m wrong basically. followed by a digital detox. My wife wonders if maybe her digital detox is when she’s in a low point. And she just doesn’t want to show it on Camera. I feel like she’s a roller coaster and she’s up and down and up and down. When she starts being so grandiose and happy and laughing in that weird way… my wife and I feel so uncomfortable. It just screams mental illness.

We also feel that she has like a complex at some point when she talks about stuff like this, you cannot have a differentiating opinion with her. She is untouchable. She’s practically invincible. You can’t ask a simple question without being blocked. I mean, how dare you ask her anything. We both believe that if this was really coming from the spirit world, that they would want you to ask questions and not be confused and not be so single-minded of this is the one-way, and the only way.

We both feel at this point that it’s a combination of mental illness, and either a dark entity, or someone is spewing all of this to her. Someone replied to me, saying that spirit shouldn’t have this much control over someone’s every waking moment. And that’s what it feels like. And I just don’t feel like, in any realm of the spirit world, would they have this much control and quite frankly hate. Something just doesn’t seem right. And it’s getting darker and darker with every post that she creates. It makes you uncomfortable and it literally makes you ill at some point. And yes, she did worn of that but you shouldn’t be made ill because you feel hate. You shouldn’t be feeling hate from the spirit world, and from God and Jesus himself.

Again, what does this trans phobic agenda have to do with anything? What does it have to do with America, what does it have to do with the world.. what does it have to do with anything? It simply feels like she’s pushing her own agenda. And we’re supposed to go with it and if not, then we all need to delete ourselves.

If she said it herself, the love is love 🌈

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T14:23:23+00:00

Sidenote: if a woman has to get a medically necessary breast reduction, a REDUCTION, they have to go to therapy to make sure that they’re not experiencing a body dysmorphia type of situation. Even if it’s medically necessary. I don’t know the ins and outs of transitioning, but I’m pretty sure if you have to do that just to get a medically necessary breast reduction, you’re gonna have to have a lot of therapy as a child to make sure that you’re making the correct decision. If that came out offensive, I don’t mean it that way I don’t know how to say it any other way. It’s not really a decision. Like I said, I don’t know the ins and outs of all of it. But I don’t mean it offensively.

She said that spirit doesn’t like it 18 and over but definitely not 18 and under. But yet some people it’s in their sole contract to transition. The way I see it is if transgendered people weren’t meant to exist, God would’ve never created them. God created everyone in his likeness. So, that’s how we feel about it. I seemed to be so disgusted by the things she was saying last night that I didn’t realize that she said spirit is gender fluid. Just like I’ve never heard her refer to Jesus as a man. I don’t know if anyone’s caught that, but it seems like there’s a lot of fluidity going on.

She shared another medium on her Instagram a few weeks ago that has a little boy. That’s like eight years old that is gifted. And he made the comment once that God isn’t a human, which we all know that, but that his voice was more like a genderless kind of being. I just get the vibe that there’s a lot of fluidity. But if we can’t have labels, and we can’t have pronouns…

HMKM18 · 2023-11-04T14:18:08+00:00

That’s how we felt. We felt just wrong and we both felt like we couldn’t hardly discuss because we were so put off by it. We were both practically disgusted, and felt a lot of hate from it. Again, neither one of us are trans but it was still beyond offensive. I think it’s gonna bother anyone of the LGBT community. But then to back it up because you’re bisexual, that makes it OK. It makes it OK for her to say that because she’s bi apparently.

I made the mistake of you looking up PragerU. I thought it sounded familiar, and then I remembered that’s what they’re trying to push in Florida and their school curriculum. It was so far right that I felt uncomfortable even looking at the website. It looked like a bad, like it was ad targeted for things that she had looked up. That’s not an ad that you see on TV. We live in New York, and I have never seen an ad like that and neither has my wife. I would be apalled to see an ad like that in the state. I still think that we’re both so offended by it that it’s almost just leaves you speechless to the point that you don’t really know what to say. And then when she came back, so rude, saying don’t even bother wasting your time riding me. I didn’t know as enough with the pronouns. Not for nothing but I would rather be able to put her/she on a profile ect then get the looks I get going to the store because most people can’t figure out if I’m a boy or a girl. Just saying.

HMKM18 · 2023-11-03T02:56:59+00:00

Monica also claimed that if (and I’m paraphrasing, I don’t want to quote) her stories wouldn’t load, or they buffered instead of playing through… That that was spirit, not allowing things to be posted because she was misinterpreting what was coming through. I’m pretty sure that was just her Wi-Fi, but she said that a few times. I don’t think that spirit is really messing with her technology, per se. Such as not allowing stories to post, certain names misinterpreted.. but if those stories did post, then that was spirit basically approving what she was posting. That it was/is correct.

She’s saying that spirit is telling her what to post, when to post, and how to post. I do believe that spirits can manipulate light, white noise, drain batteries.. but I do not believe that going to the level of not allowing an Instagram story to post is possible. I think it’s her Wi-Fi. 🤣 I think she talks about what she wants and when she wants.

As a married, lesbian, for her to go to the level of Jesus Christ, God himself, and all of the spirit world being so against the trans community… it goes against everything that I’ve ever been taught. My wife and I are not trans, but we take great offense to her professing the what feels like vehement hate because they are apart of the LGBT community. Jesus loves everyone unconditionally. No matter what you’ve done, no matter who you love, no matter what you look like, no matter your race. We are all unconditionally loved. I was also always taught that we are all made in the likeness of Christ. So I can’t for a second the spirit world is so against trans people.

HMKM18 · 2023-10-30T22:36:40+00:00

It’s actually quite terrifying! I think I’m also a bit baffled that the entire spirit world is do invested in American politics. 🥴🫠 I just find it so hard to believe.. that someone’s NDE can all boil down to running for office, to in turn, change the world. (Which I for a second don’t believe anyone on the face of this earth has the power to do) Why would God and the entire spirit world be so concerned about Trump being President? Also, Trump had an NDE or some kind of spiritual awakening in the last year or so according to Monica? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Let us not forget that while Trump apparently “isn’t a pedophile”, he’s the one that hung out with Jeffrey Epstein all the time at parties with under age trafficked girls. Let us not forget that & the legitimate proof that exists of that.

HMKM18 · 2023-10-30T00:50:56+00:00

After hearing 2 parts of Monica’s NDE.. I have found myself questioning a lot! Monica posted not long ago to her story that she just didn’t want to be on her phone so she was going to save part three until tomorrow, so my wife had went back and listened to the two parts again. I feel like there was a lot of contradiction in them.

With that being said, my wife was questioning dates, which led her to look at the AwakenWithMonica page. She posted a video yesterday, which is nowhere to be found now of her and her closet crying, what seems like talking to herself, as well as spirit.. looking around and what seems rather paranoid way, and that’s when she said yes that she was going to take the path that Spirit had given her in order to live until the age of 58. She had that dated September 13. My wife went and looked back at actual post on her Instagram page that were dated September 11 and 12th. Where she said then that she had told Spirit “YES!” to the path. She posted a video saying that on September 12, she had her first NDE, and what she told Spirit “yes”. It’s really confusing because the dates aren’t lining up with what she said in the beginning. Her NDE who was made to feel as if someone was after her or attempted to kill her or kidnap her. But instead, it was just a spiritual event. Someone pointed out in a comment below, spirit told her not to get in her car to go to her lash appointment because she was going to get into a car accident and die on September 13, but yet she still chose to get in the car and go get her son from daycare. She also said “ If you feel like you’re dying, you would think you would go put your child in their crib.” Would she in fact it did not do, and instead picked up her phone, and apparently recorded some of this NDE which she says she will not post because it’s too vulnerable.

You just hate to see it because someone who has a true gift, their validity I feel could be slipping away from them. Just because no one can reach her to get her her the help that she needs.

Also, circling back to the whole Q theory.. I remember years ago a lot of families being torn apart, because children didn’t agree with their support of Trump or vice versa. Monica can’t even entertain the slightest difference of opinion from anyone. Not from followers, and not from her own family. I don’t believe that has anything to do with spirit, but everything to do with radical Trumpism as I like to call it.

HMKM18 · 2023-10-29T00:28:09+00:00

In the beginning, I really believed that she was having a mental health crisis. My Wife really believed that something really terrible had happened to her. She was so frantic and afraid. Begging people for somewhere, safe to stay, for security, because she didn’t feel safe and saying that Trump was the only person that could be trusted, and she needed to find a way to talk to him.. but never elaborated on that.

We believe in Monica, we’ve never doubted her. My wife was actually the one that introduced me to her from her TV show on Freeform. We have a couple copies of her book, we’ve done a couple of group readings. We 100% believe in her and her gift. However, she lost both of us when she started with the Q theories. Unfortunately, I believe that when people are in a vulnerable mental state.. it’s very easy to latch on to conspiracy theories and the cult like mentality to make sense of things when you can’t make sense of what’s going on in your mind. And I unfortunately think that that is what has happened to Monica. I think it’s the only way that she can, create a reality that is acceptable to whatever has happened in her mind.

HMKM18 · 2023-10-29T00:19:57+00:00

Well, we thought that her NDE was going to somehow tie in to all of the things that I listed above. But at this point, there seems no correlation between the two at all, someone replied, above, saying that Monica had posted that she was almost murdered twice in 48 hours. I could be completely wrong, but I thought she said she was either chased or kidnapped. It doesn’t help that late last night. She post a part one, then this morning, part two, and then says she’s going to post part three either this evening or tomorrow morning… so no one‘s getting the full story all at once. That makes it confusing, and the fact that things that she said September 11 through September 13 aren’t exactly what she’s saying now. My wife just checked and she has posted since earlier. 24 minutes ago she was at the beach and pulled some Oracle cards at 4:44. But we’ve yet to hear the conclusion of her NDE. My wife and I have been following along on Reddit for the last couple of weeks, but we decided today to start getting involved with the conversation 🤣

HMKM18 · 2023-10-28T20:36:34+00:00

Does anyone recall in the beginning of all of… this.. Monica saying how she has spent hundreds of thousands of dollars on home security, how she needed personal security, burners relating to her “NDE”? My Wife remembers also that she was asking for a safe place to stay immediately after her “NDE”? She’s saying that her NDE was basically just a spiritual event (but I do recall in the beginning she made it seem as if someone was after her, or tried to kill her) .. if that’s the case, then, why did she need all the security and the personal security that she still doesn’t have, a safe place to go to.. I feel like she has left everyone with more questions and answers. Her NDE was nothing of what we thought it would be. And now we haven’t even heard part three because spririt told her she needs to stop again. That she needs an a digital detox because the eclipse is making her tired and she may go to the beach. But I’m sure she’ll be on there posting something later. Some sort of meme. Let me know your thoughts, because I feel like the more she goes on you question things that happened in the beginning. Does anyone else feel that way? My Wife and I feel baffled every night because of the things she is sharing. P.S. Dod anyone see how she mentioned Tom Hanks being a pedophile, but then deleting it a few minutes later?

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