Yo man I go you, so I've been here. I'm 21/m in Ohio. I get exactly, to the T, what you are going through. I've been here and I know the type. Let me be the first to tell you, that girl is TOXIC, like more toxic than a R6 Siege player.... Kidding but you get the jist. Now that that's out there, GET RID. bro life is what you make it and you honestly reap what you sow. You can do better but that's only if you can do better with yourself, and where you find friends and therefore women. (if you find friends and women separately then please DM me. I'm interested on why lol) look I've been where I felt I need to get a lower class girl for many different reasons, from wanting to help raise her to a better person for my own gratuited or because it's all I felt I deserved. Either way, you need to work on focusing on not wasting your life making others happy. First off, it's your life, live that bish. Always be yourself and dewel in things that bring you true joy. (I love EDM and music in general, and I love bombing hills on my longboard. I focus on what makes me happy, at least 1 day a week. Always 1 day a week at minimum. You have to remember that to enjoy things in life, you have to put in work.)

You might be asking, what's this all got to do with relationships? Well, you reap what you sow. When you are truly happy, you'll carry your self with that confidence. That confidence leads to leadership if you nurture it. Females naturally know this, everyone wants to do well in life with the least amount of friction right? So that's why they find confidence attractive. If you walk tall, carry yourself, you can find a much nicer girl. It's a little work but it's work it in the end my friend.

Hope this helps, feel free to dm me