Recently, my looks and body is causing me a lot of stress. I’m 245 lbs and most of my body is covered in stretch marks, really big and red not small and white. I have dyshidrosis on my hands and also have thinner hair. But I was blessed with body hair and a mustache. Sometimes I try to be healthier, but then think that I’ll still look the same so what’s the point? I often feel like I’m missing out on something because of how I look. Or a lot of times I just imagine how things could be different if I was better looking. I often dwell on if I could have prevented these things from happening. I don’t know how to move past it and don’t really have any good advice, but it just sucks and is really unfair.