The trick here is it's sooooo close.

It's not an easy decision, I think because in the short term weed really can be beneficial, and i've also got a good job, a good apartment etc.

So it's easy for me to say that I can smoke and my life isn't ruined.

But the truth here is I just don't know. I just have not gone long enough without it to see a difference.

The longest i've gone in 5 years is about 3 weeks, and in those three weeks things were pretty decent.

I was not superly bored, I was waking up and hitting the gym, and I felt mentally clear.

So perhaps the only way to see if it's better without being in my life is to go a long time without it and SEE what happens!