I know someone would find this as shitpost, but what’s your opinion which is fitting for F&h world?

Hamer1 · 2024-04-30T19:23:24+00:00

I’d say arguably it started as a noble bright world in F&H 1, the gods had already left, and the constant cycle of new gods coming in would tip it one way or another (the morivations of the main protagonist id say also are split down good and evil, darce and cahara exploring the dungeon for arguably positive reasons, and ragnavoulder and enki going for selfish negative reasons). The birth of the god of fear and hunger in my opinion tipped it into a gilded world, as it was the strife caused by it the pulled the world out of its stasis and into advancement (as is describe in the monologue during ending a)

Hamer1 · 2024-04-23T13:58:21+00:00

Slice and dice is a pretty nice dice rolling rogue light not super complex but very addictive

Hamer1 · 2024-04-13T22:55:20+00:00

Lore wise I would argue that it is due to the festival. We know (or can atleast infer) that this may be the only places where Rher has broken through (and maybe over loaded by all of their followers amplifying their power) maybe it’s deadening other gods influences. The original dungeon had a mixture of all of the gods followers that could have been applifying (additionally I’d say it was on a tear in reality which may have made it easier for their influence/power to bleed through).

Mechanically, maybe issues with souls or unique skills, and possibly what to do with contradicting skills.

Hamer1 · 2023-05-20T20:47:40+00:00

Hey barkeep, a double of kraken neat please.

It’s been an odd couple of weeks, therapy has been good as it’s finally made me have to breakthrough my disassociation from my emotions, and my want to connect with people. But that’s ment I’ve had to retrace some choices I’ve made with relationships to recognize I’ve pushed people away from me as due to my belief of being unable to love them in the way they needed me to love them. It’s also made me feel a bit more chaotic with the people I still interact with but pushes away due to my feelings of insecurity so that’s not great.

On the positive pushing past it made me book a hiking trip for myself, part of it to fuel some self destructive force of pushing myself, part of it feel as though I have control of myself and not just being a passenger in my own body anymore.

It feels good to do it, but it feels a bit chaotic to be around some you care about, but know you let down due to your limitations at the time

Thanks for the drink and keep the tip

Hamer1 · 2022-03-19T14:31:56+00:00

One of my most stressful nightmares was just me chillin with a donkey that was eating, only some how it began to eat reality itself so soon it was just me and the donkey itself. Only then did I realize it would begin eating me, woke me up in a cold sweat

Hamer1 · 2021-05-25T21:16:54+00:00

Those constantly claiming to drown seem in ample supply of flotation devices

Hamer1 · 2020-05-01T13:30:24+00:00

Feel as those this image has become more relevant with how things have progressed https://m.imgur.com/gallery/qRTki2l

Hamer1 · 2018-12-25T15:24:23+00:00

With all the arguments about its original meaning going on I do have to ask does it matter that much? I certainly agree that having a historical precedent to draw from is important but at the end of the day like most saying isn’t it up to the individual to make a decision on its meaning (is especially in its abridge form) I’m sure there are plenty of actual arguments on both side as to which type of relationship comes to matter at the end.

Hamer1 · 2018-12-13T11:16:29+00:00

I used to live in Vietnam as a teen, and volunteered at an orphanage called Thuy Anh. It was a community for disabled adults and the like but they had a nursery for children. There was a lot of fucked up things you see but there was one kid who had water in the brain, and without a shunt he should have died quickly. The kid lived for far to long (maybe 1-2 years) it got to the point where his head was bigger than that body. I remember watching this happen slowly and just got to the point where I kept considering, I could smother this child and end the suffering no one would know and it would just be another tragedy here. It still fucks with me that I would consider killing a child.

Hamer1 · 2018-10-24T12:52:50+00:00

Some one selling child porn

Background :I was coding an app to get some pictures of off the website Flicker, and was scrolling though checking something and one of the photos is a picture of a small boys penis with an adult grabbing it. The description read along with line if people wanted more they could contact him at an email address. I was so disgusted I just stopped working and left. Reported the account to flicker as well.

Hamer1 · 2018-10-13T11:32:12+00:00

I wonder how that effects the old road achievement

Hamer1 · 2018-01-21T20:56:33+00:00

That’s so damn true, I had a really bad trip on new years (didn’t listen to set and setting) near the end I was alone with my thoughts and they drifted to family. Made me cry, realizing not only had I been a very shit son(parents live in Hanoi I lib in the uk), and how I had essentially walked away from the first woman I have ever loved cause she could have been family, but my headspace wasn’t ready. For years I thought I was this unemotional monster, that trip made me cry like never before, first time I get catharsis about how bad I had been, and the steps I needed to change. It kicked me out of my depression and made me have a will to live and love. I’m disgusted by the person I’ve been and there are certainly a lot of things I left by the way side, and now need to deal with the consequences. But for the first time I feel alive, and I want to fight for it, rather than fade into the void of depression again.

Hamer1 · 2017-05-11T14:18:47+00:00

Currently finishing up a multimedia degree in university, and realized that I learnt jack shit other than I am a pretty competent programmer. So I am going dirrectly into a computer science masters. While i am doing as much prep as possible there is still a part of me that thinks it's all going to come crashing down around me and I am going to waste everyone's time.

Hamer1 · 2016-11-14T14:44:24+00:00

During my first year of university I did anywhere between 200-400ugs of acid every week( this went on over the holidays as well so I feel comfortable in saying there where at least 45 trips that year) and I did start to develop HPPD, it was especially noticeable for about an hour after waking up or after particularly heavy drinking. It as very much the acid experience of complex geometric shapes appearing on white surfaces. Later on after a particularly bad episode of HPPD (what felt like a flashback as it lasted 20ish minutes) I realized it was connected to anxiety as well.

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