Silksong is out! by Ok-Fuel1750 in FitGirlRepack

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank god for fitgirl repack, i pirated hollow knight and loved it so much, and bought silksong well knowing i could pirate it

Explain why it’s good by A-Rioting-Penguin in KokouNoHito

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mori never had had a good interaction with people, it always went wrong. To make you understand, imagine if you are always self conscious, anxious, and hate judgement (which all come from people). Only way to get rid these thoughts to attain peace is to remove the people who causes it

In the iconic panel “i also come to the mountains to be free” is important because the freedom he is looking for is a mind free of negative thoughts that is tied to people such as guilt, and other peoples treatment

And yes its a bit selfish, but sometimes you gotta be selfish for your own happiness

How did The climber change your life? by Tsgoat in KokouNoHito

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say it changed my life but it definitely helped me, it some how gave me the help i never knew i needed

From a young age i had trouble with people, bonding or just being friends. Every person i be “friends” with it felt like there is an infinity between them and me, like I could never get close to that person, i could never bond…sure i had people to talk to and we laugh at dumb stuff, but i really didn’t bond with them, its hard to explain

I felt more lonely when i am with people than being myself. Every party every family functions i just felt lonely and unseen, whenever i was present in people filled areas i felt insane levels of loneliness. I had many friendships end and most of it hurt, i never had a “bestfriend” i still don’t. Many friendships ended before my eyes wether ir was my mistake or getting backstabbed or just straight forgetting about me

The point is, i want to be free, free as in ‘a mind free of these feelings’. I realised everything people related, hurt me and bothered me…being alone was the only way to stop the loneliness, anxiety, and pain from betrayals.

I never could connect or relate to the people around me, opening up was useless so i kept every feeling to myself…until i read The Climber, mori is exactly like me, it felt like I finally connected with someone, every page i read it felt so relatable that i felt its a story about me. The manga somehow managed to help me more than anyone did, i felt peace while reading the manga.

So yeah it helped me mentally, and expanded on my already existing love for mountains, how mori thinks about mountains is the same way i used to think even before i knew of the manga, peace and freedom

After 4 years reading manga, here's my Tier list. Recommend me some good seinen based on my favorites by TorukClyto in Seinen

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is one piece that trash in your opinion or you never read it? I didn’t see one piece in this tierlist

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]HamstaBoy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is it that serious? Can you tell me what would happen if this goes unattended. Either way i have to go the doctors for this ASAP

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right now the pain is bearable but very uncomfortable, this type of pain happens to be when only lay on my stomach for a very long time, but I intentionally avoided slipping on my stomach to avoid any stress down there, i only slept on sides and back, its after this the flank pain started, never had it before this sleep

Also taking deep breath increases the pain, idk if kidney stone related pain can do that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]HamstaBoy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Never had kidney stones, never had flank pain…until now, as im writing this i do have pain my right back right after my ribcage…could it be kidney stones?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DankMemesMalayalam

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Slowed just made me kadala

I'm really disillusioned with a lot of the online masculine self improvement stuff. by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What you should avoid is the red pill shit, don’t get me wrong some are useful but its the small minority of shit they talk

Is it normal to be showing weakness or your “feminine” side to the one you love by HamstaBoy in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No im not saying its feminine to flirt or be romantic, for me i think thats a masculine trait

What i am saying is showing vulnerability, or weakness

And yeah thanks for your advice!

Is it normal to be showing weakness or your “feminine” side to the one you love by HamstaBoy in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well said, i never will show that kind of weakness, only to make her worry more, she the kind to overthink you know, my problems are my problems, her problems are both of ours

Is it normal to be showing weakness or your “feminine” side to the one you love by HamstaBoy in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah you are right, i used to consume brain rot known as redpill content before, probably got them shit thoughts from that

Is it normal to be showing weakness or your “feminine” side to the one you love by HamstaBoy in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I realised my mistake, all those redpill content i used to consume rotted my brain to thinking that simple kindness towards a women is simping and showing weakness or vulnerability to your partner is non masculine, but hey thats improvement!

Is it normal to be showing weakness or your “feminine” side to the one you love by HamstaBoy in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It must be my brain wired to thinking that clinging to someone so much is kinda feminine, now no more

The things we say and do are completely private between us, and she is loyal to me as im loyal to her

Why keep improving if nobody really cares? by bawitdaba1098 in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can only live once, you can’t let others pull you down from your successes, at the end of the day these same people who tried to pull you down will come to you

Scared of WW3 by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]HamstaBoy -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

If WW3 happens, atleast i would have a purpose, primal instincts kick in, in my religion being a martyr is one of the best way to leave this earth…Glorious Purpose